You're Still The One

CHAPTER 5

Colton's POV

Its been a whole week since my ex and best friend's issue. She tried to talk to me but I just blew her off. Like I'm going to fall for her again. Never! I said out loud with so much venom in my voice.

3 hours ago . . .

I woke up like 10 minutes ago but I don't have the heart to leave this bed. I smile at the though of being lazy today because its Saturday. I checked the time on my night stand and saw it was only 10 in the morning. I suddenly feel the urge to use the bathroom. Ugh. This bed is so comfortable tho. I made my way to my bathroom. After doing my business for like 3 minutes, I made a beeline toward my kitchen. I checked my fridge lazily. I groan when I only find pineapple tart. 'I need to buy food' I told myself. 

After an hour of grocery shopping I made my way to the elevator I pressed my floor which is on 4th floor of the building. When I reached my floor, I made my way toward my door and fished my keys in front pocket of my jeans. I let myself in and made my way to my kitchen and place my grocery bags on the kitchen counter. I made my way toward my door which is  oddly open. 'I knew I closed my bedroom door' I thought. When I pushed my door, I saw her sitting on my bed. First I thought I was dreaming so I pinch myself. 'Ouch' I mentally said. I am shock. In a matter of seconds I feel myself getting mad. Mad is an understatement when she began to make her way towards me swaying her hips like she used to and she then placed her filthy hands on my shoulder stroking and squeezing it gently. I grew cold. My body become stiff.  I just stood there looking anywhere but her. Her and my best friend came back into my mind. That's when I glance at her or more like glare at her. 'How dare she put her filthy hands on me?' I angrily thought. I held her hands. Okay that's a total lie. I grip her hands tightly that she began squirming uncomfortably.

"Yo-You're hurt me baby" She told me. I still didn't loosen my grip on her. 'She's a girl' I kept repeating that in my head. So I took a deep breath and exhaled trying to calm myself down. I glare at her again and I saw she had tears in her eyes. But all I see is her sucking my best friend's face and hearing her moans. I loosen my grip on her hands and I let her hands go. I closed my eyes and shook my head trying to erase those memories in my head. 'Where did I lack?' I asked myself. When I open my eyes she is looking at me with hope in her eyes. That's when I build walls protecting my heart. 'No, I'm not going to get myself hurt again. I'll hurt her first because she can hurt me. I am just protecting myself.' I told myself mentally. 

"I-I-I'm sorry baby please f-forgive me. I l-l-love y-you, I don't l-love h-h-him" She said in a sob. 'Do I look like a fool and start believe her...again? I don't think so. This girl' is plainly stupid if she thought so. How dare she says she's sorry? She should've told me that week ago.' I told myself for hundred times. I won't let myself be fooled and hurt again. I didn't realized until now that she began kissing me. I'm deep in thought. I'm too shocked to push her. When I collected myself I pushed her with all my strength. She stumble and fall on the floor. She gasp like she didn't expect me to pushed her away like that. I wipe my lips roughly with my bare hands.