You Are My Light (BOOK 1) ( BOYXBOY MPREG)

Chapter one

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Everything is always dark....
The darkness seems to never go away, and it just keeps coming no matter how hard I try to escape. The outside world is so foreign to me...I've never heard the wind, felt the grass, seen a single animal....are there others like me? Am I so different that I have to be hidden away from everyone? What did mom feel when she gave birth to me..? Disappointment?

I've thought of all of these things before, over and over. But could never come up with a good answer...
Today was supposed to be a very special day for me...it's my seventeenth birthday. Mother is supposed to visit me today, but I have low hopes she will, she hardly ever does.

I straightened up my "room" and waited to be let out, usually two to three doctors escort me through the facility, but today it was only one. The hallway lights stung my eyes, as there are no lights in my cell. "Doctor Isaac wants to perform a few test before you see your mother" the escort said plainly, I didn't answer, it was quite obvious on what was going to happen first.

The test room wasn't that far from where my cell was, but the walk always seemed to last forever. I sat on the examining table, waiting for Doctor Isaac, there were a few syringes and scalpels, shelves with jars that had who the hell knows with what. I cringed alittle, still after all these years it makes me sick to my stomach.

"Well you're looking well today Yukio, I assume you slept well? Today is your birthday after all" Doctor Isaac slowly walked towards me, I only nodded in response, he smiled. "I'm only going to give you you're monthly shot, and then you'll be able to see your mother" he said, pulling out one of the syringes, these monthly shots were to help my immune system since I've always been weak. It helps alittle bit, not so much to where I could exactly do a lot but apparently it's one of the reasons why I'm not allowed to go outside.

I flinched alittle once the needle was in my arm and slowly slid out. It felt cold and numb for a bit, but went away, "are you ready?" He asked. I nodded, following him out the door. There's a bit of a "courtyard" in the far end of the facility, it's just four walls and over head lights that were bright enough to be the sun. I always wondered why they even had it since I'm the only one here....
My mother was sitting silently at the table, eyeing me in disapproval. "Hello mother" I muttered, she stood up and walked towards me, her eyes as usual filled with hate.

"What is the meaning of this Isaac!? You said you could fix him! Get rid of these ears and that disgusting tail, I can't continue to come back here seeing this thing still the same!" She yelled, I looked down, she hates me because I'm like this....she wants nothing to do with me, but I already came to that conclusion years ago.

"Calm yourself Nanami. These things take time, Yukio's condition is very rare, we can't just remove them, they're attatched to him" Doctor replied, placing a hand on my shoulder.

"Fine. Then keep him. I don't want anything more to do with him, I won't be coming back." Mother spat

I grabbed her arm, tears pouring down my face "no! Mother please! Don't go!! I'm sorry! I'm sorry I was born this way! So...please..!" I felt a hard sting go across my face, and I was grabbed by a few assistance. I struggled against them, screaming for them to let me go. My mother laughed and kept walking away, I screamed for her, begging her. Then everything just went black....

My head was so foggy, and I couldn't really feel my left leg. It was extremely dark, so it was my cell....
My mother's gone...she doesn't want anything to do with me anymore, I've tried so hard to get better...to change and nothing is working...

My cell door started to open, it was Dr. Isaac. He sat at the foot of the bed, looking at me intently. "Yukio" he slurred, I stayed in my spot, not moving. He scooted closer to me, grabbing hold of my left leg, I froze. "Listen Yukio, there is something I've been wanting to try...it's a theory you see. I learned from a lot of your test, and it seems as though your body is capable of fertility. If that's the case then you would be able to bear a lot of children, ceasing the constructed society of just women being able to carry children. It seems who ever your father was knew about this but instead married your mother instead....that means she may have known about it" he said.

I was short of breath, and shaking. Carrying children? Pregnancy? Fertility?? How can this be?? And if mom knew them why didn't she just tell me instead of abandoning me here? I tried to shake his leg off, but he grabbed me by the arms and pulled me down with him on top of me. "STOP IT!! NO I DONT WANT THIS!!" I screeched, he pulled my underwear off and started probing at my hole, I started kicking and flailing around like a maniac, hoping he'd let go of me.

"HELP! SOMEONE HEL--" he covered my mouth, forcing his way inside of me, I screamed. Kicking and trying to push him off but I wasn't as strong as him, he lifted my legs up, thrusting deeper inside. It felt as if I was already bleeding but it burned, he grabbed my wrist to keep me from trying to push him away. My tears stung my eyes and I bit my lip to keep from making any noises, the pain was to horrible to imagine, and he just kept going and going....until I felt something hot leaking into me.

After he left, I just layed there for a while, trying to decide what to do...
I tried to stand but my legs gave out, I cleaned myself and curled into bed....crying myself into a deeper darkness.

I wish there was a way to leave this place......