Chapt 2
-Brian's pov-
Aghh...he was soo beautiful! And his skin...fuckin satin. I held myself so fuckin hard to not kiss him. I did supra natural efforts to not. I wanted to feel his piercings against my lips soo bad.
"Hey Z.! We arrived. Do you want something?" I asked him trying to not sound too suspicious.
"Well...you said we'll buy beer, didnt you? he asked me laughing.
Ughh...Why the fuck does he does these things to me? His laugh is soo cute and his white teeth. He just fuckin kills me!
"Oww...yeah..I forgot.." I laughed back.
We sat down at a random table at the end of the bar and I took my cigarretes out of the pocket and lit one. I took a deep breath of that fuckin poison and I saw Zacky writing a message. I had a mini-heartattack cause I was scared that he might get a new girlfriend after his divorce with Gena.
"Who are you messaging?" I asked trying to hide my suspicion, taking a smoke from the cigarettes.
"Gena....I have to give fucks know what papers for the divorce." the green eyed said rolling his eyes and then took a cigar from mine and lit it.
"You're welcome, cunt." I smiled sarcasticaly to him.
"Thanks." he simply said.
A hot waitress came at our table with a smirk on her face. I could figure out that Z's eyes sparkled at the sight of her. I didnt feel anything. I will kill her if Zacky falls in love with her...I mean...What the actual fuck?
"Hello guys. Do you want to order anything." she asked batting her lashes.
"If YOU bring what we want to us, then yes." Zacky smirked.
She smiled and winked to him. I was looking at her disgusted. And I fastly said so I could get rid of her:
"We want some beer. Two beers."
"Alright! Two beers for the hottest boys here." she winked and then went away.
Zacky smiled and then whispered to me:
"Damn..man she's hot."
"Ughhh..." I said disgusted and then took a smoke again.
"What...what is wrong Bri? Usually you were the one who checks out women..." Zacky said worried.
Oh God..he almost found out..I have to tell him. Like right now.
"You see Z....I changed a lot. And I mean A LOT after I broke up with 'Elle." I said and I stopped.
"Yes....and why are you acting like this? Something changed for all of us,but no one is acting like you do." Zacky said looking into my eyes.
Fuckin eyes...they were soo green they looked like colored glass. They pierced mine and I couldnt take it.
"I cant take this anymore..." I said and then put my face in my hands. "Zacky, I am gay." I fastly said and then closed my eyes.
"Oh..ok." Zacky said and then smiled.
"That's all?" I asked him suspicious.
"What should I say? Is alright. We are still bestfriends." he laughed.
"No..Z...you didnt understand..I am gay and I love you." I said and then tryed to smile.
"WHAT?" Zacky shouted and got up from his chair. I looked at him almost going to die there. "NO! NO YOU CANT. IS NOT TRUE! TELL ME YOU LIED. TELL ME IS A FUCKIN BAD JOKE."
I was shocked , but felt horrible at the same time. I felt that my view is getting blurier. Everybody was staring at us, including the waitress.
"Brian, listen to me and look at me when I talk to you." he said angry and put his hands on my shoulders."You.Can't.Love.Me...I am straight..You must like women..I..."he startes saying calmer.
"Stop being a dick and accept it. I dont like women anymore. You make me wanna die." I told him with a shaky voice and with tears in my eyes.
"No..I..I just..." Zacky said, took some money from his pocket, put them on the table and went away almost running.
I remained there , completly destroyed. He acted awfuly. I thought he would support me..I thought..I just cant take this. I put head on the table and my arms around it and started sobbing silently.
"Hey..can I sit down?" I heard a familiar voice. I looked up and it was the sexy waitress.
"Yeah." I simply said wipping my tears away.
"I kinda understood what happened.." she continued.
"Oh really? And what do you think? It was fuckin awesome wasnt it?" I intrerupted her angrily.
"What? Dude, why would you say that? I didnt like him. I mean, he is a nice guy, but not my taste." she told me and sat down. "We can talk...just if you want." she said shily. She seemed a bit frightened about me.
"Yeah sure...hey...I'm sorry for how I talked to you...I was..well..still am very sad and like destroyed.." I explained to her.
"If alright." she smiled and then took my hand."What's your name?"
"I'm Brian..but usually people call me.."
"Synyster..I know." she laughed. "I know who you are. I just wanted to see your face when I tell you I know you."
I laughed too. So she knows about Avenged Sevenfold.
"Dont you feel weird that the guitarist likes the other guitarist?' I asked him finishing the cigarrette.
"Not really. Is your life. You do what you want." she smiled.
She made me smile. Now, I felt guilty that I said those words and I thought those horrible things about her. I put my left hand on her right hand that was stroking my right. She looked in my eyes and smirked.
"I'm still gay." I laughed."What's your name?"
"My name's Evelyn. Call me Eve."
"Is a beautiful name."
"Thank you. Maybe we could sing together one day...I dont know."
"Sure. Just give me your phone number."I said and took my phone out of my pocket.
"Here you are. And hey, I'm sure Zacky likes you. I've been through it."
What? What does it mean, she's been through it?
