( A\N : Sorry because this one is really short. xc )
Chapt. 3
-Zacky's pov-
I was shocked. I left "Johnny's bar" like a chicken, cause I couldnt accept the fact that my best friend loved me.
I stopped in the bus station. I saw a taxi on the other side on the street. I passed it and I asked:
"Is it free?"
"Yeah. Where do you want to go?" the taxi driver asked me.
"Uhh...ermm...Huntington Beach street..." I said thinking that Brian could be there,but I assumed my risk.
"Alright."
I was quiet all the way to the studio, re-reading our message convos and I still couldn't believe he loved me. He hid it soo good that it almost kills me. I just cant imagine the pain he felt...I am soo stupid. Why cant I admit it? Have I felt for him? My heart hurts soo bad right now...
"We are here." the taxi driver announced me.
"Okay." I said and took 20$ from my pocket and gave them to him.
"Wait it is..." he started.
"Doesnt matter. Take the others as a tip," I said as I got out of the taxi and walked to the studio.
I already heard Arin and Johnny talking about the new songs and what they need to improve.
I opened the door and all their looks felt on me. I saw Taylor there sitting next to Matt texting somebody.
"Hi Z. Where's Brian?" Johnny asked.
"Oh...he remained there.." I replayed fastly trying to not sound suspicious.
"Did you argue on something? You seem pretty beat up." Matt asked me worried.
"Umm..there's nothing to worry about. Hey, where's River by the way?"
"Today was Valery's day to take him. Is pretty hard right now, but we gotta do what we gotta do."
--AUTHOR NOTE--
Val and Matt divorced , because Matt felt in love with Taylor (Momsen) and their baby boy River, can be seen by both of the parents. They both have days or weeks when they agreed to keep River.
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"I think I'll go home." I announced them.
"But, we have to..." Arin started.
"Not today. I'm not in mood for anything." I cut him.
They looked worried at me as I left the studio and went home. I have to make up the feels I have for Brian.
