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Camerons POV:
I spent all weekend drinking all my sorrows away. How could she just be so cold hearted, doesn't she know I love her? I took a shower and got ready to go to school. I left my hair a mess and threw on a pair of jeans and a black tee with my converses. I grabbed my bag and walked out to my car. There was something under my windshield wiper. It looked like a cd. I pulled it out and on the front in black marker it said "songs to Cameron Cruz, the man who broke my heart." I knew it was from Kandance. I slid in and turned on the car. I took my cd out and put in the new one. I pressed play and waited for the song. It wasn't a song at first.
"Cameron Alexander Cruz, once the one I truly loved, now I feel love sick. I was lied to and betrayed. I wonder how someone could do that, especially to the one they loved. I really thought you were the one. I would have done anything for you, but now I just want to let go. I really hope you don't try and make this harder and all I ask is that you atlease respect me enough to let me go. Im sorry Cam I cant do it, I cant sit here and pretend things will be okay, they wont. You were there telling me your never leaving my side, that YOU would never do anything to hurt me, 2 years you did this. All it took was one kiss in front of the whole class and from that moment I belonged to you. So let go, forget about me. I made this cd for you, filled with songs that remind me of you and some are well...you know. Youll figure it out once you hear them. I did love you, but right now I hate you. So goodbye Cameron."
I felt the tears fall down, how could she say that. That hurt so much and she poured her heart into it. I really wanted to just go to her and hold her, telling her everythings okay. I cant do that and I know it, I know I needed to give her space and time, maybe shell come back and love me again. All I can do is wait. I played the first song, I knew it too well. Love drunk by boys like girls. I skipped it to the next song. I let it play for a second then realized it was that song called fun house by pink. Wow she really did pick them songs out in pure hate. I flipped to the next song, which was Frankie j's old song, don't want to try. Then it was Jason derulo, whatcha say song. After that was kayne west's heartless song. I wonder if she trying to imply all these songs to me. If so then she must really hate me. Then it was gorilla zoe's lost song. I flipped again and came to Mariah carey's side effect song. I changed it to the next song which was Lady Gaga's love games song. I kept flipping and the next song was, nellys song over and over again. Okay these songs were deffently to me. She picked them out herself and i knew most of them since she liked to listen to them. I flipped to the next song, usher papers song. It made me laugh seeing as we anit even married. I flipped to the next song another usher song, moving mountains. I flipped to the next song, but it wasn't a song.
"Cam, I hope you listened to those songs and I mean listen to the words not the music. They have a meaning. But I wanted to put a few good songs on here, to remind you that not all of it was bad, so I put these songs out to what we use to have, to the fun times."
I flipped to the next song, it was our song suffocate by j holiday, I couldn't listen to it and I had 3 more songs left. I flipped it and it was neyos together song. I flipped again and it was chris brown superhuman song. I flipped to the last song and it was don't matter by akon. I played all these songs for her. She knew they were our songs. I sat back for a second before I played the cd on my drive to school.
Kandance POV:
I got dressed and headed to school, I really hope he doesn't make today bad for me. I pulled up but I didn't see his car. A lot of people said hi but I actnored them and wanted to get to my locker fast. I dreaded first period, he was in that class with me. I grabbed my books and started to walk towards the class. That's when I bumped dead into someone, of course I wasn't even looking. I fell back and looked up to see Cam.
"my bad."
"whatever, I don't need your help."
"im not Cam, Id think you know the difference by now."
"sorry Caden, thanks."
He helped me up.
"what happened to you and him anyways? I mean hes been quiet since he came back from your house, really depressing."
"we broke up, but yeah im going to class, lets hope he don't make it hell for me. Ill catch you later."
"okay, have you seen him? I was suppose to give him a message but I haven't seen him."
"no, and I haven't been looking for him so good lu..."
I stopped dead in my tracks and seen him walk in with another girl. He looked fine to me laughting and flirting with her. I knew I would break down right there but I chose to walk away and not look. I walked into class and sat in the back. I pulled myself together before other students walked in. he was the last one to come in and he sat as far as he could away from me. He didn't even look at me. It went on like this for over a month, him not looking at me or even saying hi to me. I was happy he didn't make a scean but sad that he really was lying the entire time. He always had some girl all over him and I was so depressed I didn't go out and party, hell I stayed home alone watching sad love movies. I was sitting there with Traci and a few other friends at lunch and all of a sudden I felt sick. I ran to the bathroom and puked everything up. When I came out Traci was waiting.
"you okay?"
"I think so, I might be coming down with a bug or something."
"sure, come on ill take you to the nurse."
Camerons POV:
I haven't spoke to her in over a month, and just to make her feel like shit I make sure to always have some ramdom girl all over me. It anit like I even sleep with them, I just do it to hurt her like she did me. When she wasn't looking id steal peeks at her. Latly shes been looking sad, and pale. I wonder if shes okay, if something was wrong. I was sitting at lunch and this girl Haliey was all over me, I wasn't paying attention to her, I was staring at Kandance. Shes been playing with her lunch and took small bites. Then she stood up and held her mouth and ran. She probly has the flu or something. I wish I could be there to make her feel better but I couldn't. I saw Traci walk in to get Caden, I wonder what that was about. I didn't see her the rest of lunch. I really wanted to go over and make sure she was okay. I decided after school I would. She cant be mad if I come over just to see if shes okay. I caught up with Caden after 5th peiord.
"so you and Traci got a thing?"
"no, she wanted me to do a favor for her."
"really?"
"yeah, she wanted me to drive Kandi home, she looked like shit. She was worried if she drive she would reck."
"is she okay?"
"you know your funny, you go around like you don't care at all about her but the minute
I said her name you got worried."
"you know I still love her, how can I not worry?"
"I don't know, she wouldn't talk, all she kept saying is why. Her eyes were red and puffy, maybe someone died or something."
"damn, im going to go over after school and make sure shes okay."
"its you death wish. She flipped on me thinking I was you, telling me to get the fuck away and screaming. Traci had to calm her down and tell her it was me not you."
"she can flip all she wants I don't care."
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