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twenty - nine

"Awake through the night cause I can't help the tossing and turning. I want you to know that our bed, our sheets, our pillows get lonely on...Yo side of the bed"

Alyssa King | Lysa👅

I have been settled in my room for 15 minutes, I was having a c- section but I didn't want to go in until I got a chance to talk to everybody. I didn't know if I was going to make it off this table or not.

"Best friend." Kai said coming into the room. JC was letting everybody get some minutes with me alone so it was just her and I in the room.

"Hey baby." Kai started getting teary eyed. "No stop, we're not going to do that."

"I know I said some fucked up shit in the past but seeing this I would give my soul to take it back, look at you. Beautiful, in love, your life just put together and I'm so proud of you. I love you so much Alyssa."

"I love you more Kai okay? More than life. All them words don't mean anything but if I don't make this out I want you to be the God-mother-"

"Lys stop." She said a tear falling out her eye.

"No Kai this is reality right now, JC can get married again but don't let my daughter call someone else mom, let her know I'm her only mother and I love her with everything in me."

"Alyssa please stop." She buried her face in my chest, sobbing. "I love you, I love you so much Alyssa."

"Kai I'm right here okay, I love you more." I hugged her tighter letting her get all of it out. A minute later Iyan came in the room but he wouldn't look at me. Kai kissed me on my lips telling me she loved me again and walked out.

"Are you going to look at me Yayo?" I asked.

"I don't think I could do that."

"Why?"

"Because if I do, I'm going to break down and I done did that enough."

"Look at me." When he turned around his eyes was watery and he rushed into my arms. "If I die-"

"Lys."

"Just listen if I-"

"You been through a lot that a lot of niggas couldn't even handle and I know you'll get through this cause you my fighter and you're my best friend and we've been shot and been in a coma. You got this, in a few hours you and my God-baby will be alright and I know." I started sobbing with him besides JC he's the only one that made me believe in myself.

"A few hours right?"

"I should be the one questioning you." He laughed. "But yes in a few hours. Take this selfie with me before you go."

We took a lot and did a few videos and the last one to come in the room was JC. His eyes was bloodshot red and his fist was taped up like he was just fighting.

"What happened?"

"I owe the hospital a few thousands dollars to get their walls fixed." He laughed but it wasn't his normal laugh it was a my fiance bout to die but I'm trying to be strong laugh.

"You don't have to be strong for me."

"What?"

Jayceon Whitaker | JC😩

"I said you don't have to be strong for me, I don't want you too. I want you to show me some emotion JC, I'm scared and I know you are too."

And that's when I started breaking down again, I started punching the walls. Shit was eating me up in the inside the only girl I ever gave my heart to life is on the line right now, I don't understand why stuff always happening to Lysa.