My Sweetest Nightmare

Chapter 2

Hi!! sorry long time no update busy kasiiiiii -____-

i hope you enjoy reading!!! :)))))
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Alexandriah's POV

What a beautiful world! ^o^ i was already dressed up, gusto ko na talaga siyang makita kahit na makita kong may babae na naman siyang kasama. masasanay din naman siguro ako ng ganon lagi e (-____-)" i hope so.

so i put my earphones on then play a song ~ |> Last Hope - Paramore

I don't even know myself at all
I thought I would be happy by now
The more I try to push it
I realize – gotta let go of control

mahal na mahal kita Mack, i couldnt live without you. i know.. i know that you cant love me, i'am not sexy nor pretty in your eyes. unlike all of your girls right? :((( *sighhhhhhhh*

Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
So let it happen ~

andito na ako sa tapat ng bahay niya, walking distance lang naman kasi yung bahay niya e. :)) hindi na ako kumatok kasi hindi naman naka lock yung pinto.
i was wondering around inside of his house, pero wala pa din akong nakikitang "Mack" sa bahay na to -___-

It's just a spark
but its enough to keep me going and when its dark out, no ones around it keeps glowing.

umakyat ako sa bahay niya and suddenly i hear something weird..
and yes it was a moan.. the moan of his girlfriend christa..

Every night i tried mg best to dream
tomorrow makes it better
then i wake up in the cold reality
and not a thing is changed ~ 🎶

after i hear those shitty voice i gently went out of his house, shit. it wont still change.. damn you heart.. damn you.... i stop the music and put my phone inside of my bag.

Music makes me so much dramatic, so here i am.. sitting on the swing, keep on reminiscing our memories together..

~ Flashback ~

Alex ang bobo mo!! i already told you that you cant have an average like this? damn, 89?!! you need to keep on having an average of 95 and up!! DUMAPA KA! I'LL TEACH YOU SOME LESSON!!!

my Mom, she always want me to have an average of 95 and up. she was a psycho -____-

I feel so lonely
so sad
unhappy
but most of the time...
i feel so empty..

Simula nung nabuhay daw ako namatay na din daw si Dad, si Mom na lang yung laging andiyan para suportahan yung mga pangangailangan ko.

back to reality...

I was crying all over again, i was physically and emotionally in pain.. i want to be feel the love by someone who really care.

hampas dito, hampas don.
sabunot dito, sabunot don.
sampal, tadyak, at higit sa lahat mga masasakit na salitang naririnig ko galing sa aking ina..

lumabas akong puro latay sa balat at nagtago sa bahay nung playground na malapit dito sa bahay.

ako lang mag isa, yakap yakap ang sarili hanggang sa bawat pagpatak ng ulan na pakonti-konti nang lumalakas.

~toktok~

isang katong mula sa labas ang aking narinig, agad kong sinilip kung sino ito.

isang batang lalaki na naka-kapoteng itim na pumasok mula sa pinto ng bahay-bahayan

Lagi kang andito pag nagkakaroon ka ng mga yan (tinuro niya ang mga sugat ko at hinawakan ng dahan dahan)

s-sino ka ba? wala kang pakielam, lagi akong nagkakaron ng ganyan.

sabay yumuko ulit ako at tinititigan ang aking paa. maya-maya pa'y naramdaman ko ang kanyang pagyakap.. at saba'y sabing..

I promise that i will be always right here, and i will be your peterpan for you to feel so special and i will take you from neverland. you and i will be happy until the end, i'm going to protect you even though we're only 7 years old.. anyway Mackenzie pala sorry for being rude :(

napa-iyak na lang ako sa mga salitang binitawan niya, and i hugged him back..

Alexandriah pala :) okay lang salamat! i will keep your promises Mak! pinkyromise?

Pinky Promise Alex :))

That's it, we are friends..

he was the main reason why I escape from reality..

sobrang alaga ng batang mak dati kesa sa ngayon.. :(() miss ko na yung dating kaming dalawa lang magksama and I'm his princess back then :(