The next day I was running late. I only put concealer on and took my make up bag to school and a hair brush and put my head in a beanie. I got into black leggings, a white top that said I LIKE FOOD in black and black boots. Natalie was gone! Why would she do this?
Wait i do! Rocky gave her a lift! IM SO HAPPY FOR HER! She left me a note saying I looked comfy. Weirdo.
I arrived at school and went to the bathroom and sorted myself out. Mikayla and her gang were there. To be honest I didn't like them much. But I wasn't going to be rude. I don't wanna start anything bad. Rikers ex is her friend. They're actually pretty nice to me. They're not THAT bad. But yeah.
"Hey L!" Mikayla says as she put on some mascara. Her friends said hi to.
"Hey guys. Running late to?" I ask.
They all nod. I did my make up quick and then I brushed my hair and put my beanie back on. "See ya later" I say before I left the bathroom - snack bang into Riker. "Oh hey" I say.
"Guess what!?" He exclaims as we walk to my locker. He's so happy today!
"What?" I ask opening it.
"She said yes! Me and Jenna are official!" He says happily. It's not me.
Tears filled my eyes. It's not me. He only sees us as friends. Ew Jenna.
"That's great" I say flaty.
"Me and her are going on a date tonight and-" I cut him off. TONIGHT!?
"Tonight? We were suppose to go bowling!" I say. What the hell?
"We can do that tomorrow. Anyway I need your help-" I cut him off again.
"I need to go" I say before pushing past him and walking to my form room.
I can't believe it. Jenna. Out of all people he like her. She is daughter of the devil. Or she is the devil herself!
Last year I broke my arm. It was all because of her. She makes my life hell.
I can't believe him. I got into form and saw Ross and Courtney. I sat beside Ross with my head in my hand. Why did I advise Riker to ask her!?
"Hey Len. You k?" Ross asks.
"You guys know I like Riker?" I ask.
"we ship Rena!" Courtney smiles.
"Well he's dating Jenna now and I'm just so angry! Jenna's been making my life hell for years!" I sigh.
"Hey why don't you come over to my place and hang with us? Clear your mind and hang with the cutest greatest people ever" Ross says. Courtney blushed. THEY ARE SO CUTE WHY CANT THEY GO OUT NOWWW
"Aww! I'd love to" I smile.
At least I know Ross and Courtney will be by my side.
So I went to their place. It was great seeing their parents again. Me, Court and Ross all played Mario Kart and had so much fun. Then I heard laughter.
Riker and Jenna walked in. Holding hands. Jenna noticed me. Fear grew inside of me. My worst nightmare.
"Guys this is my girlfriend Jenna"
Us three exchanges glances and ignored him. We carry on playing.
Jenna sat next to me.
"Can I play?" She asks sweetly.
"Remotes are there" I say pointing to the cabinet. "I want this remote" she hissed. "Fuck off" I mutter as I sit beside Ross. Riker looked at us weirdly.
He sat next to Jenna and cuddled her.
The way he cuddled me.
"Me and Courtney are gonna go swim. Who wants to come?" Ross asks.
"Me" I say pulling them outside.
We got outside and stripped off. I had a blue and white bikini underneath. Normally I hated showing my body.
But I decided I need to more confident. Ok whatever imma swim. I jumped in and so did Ross and Courtney. Nat and Rocky came outside and jumped in to.
Rydellington came as well. I swear if Jenna or Riker come swim I will scream. And guess what? They did. Riker looked AMAZING. I rolled my eyes and swam to Nat.
"Ew why would he want her? Your way better than that" She whispers to me.
"I hate her guts" I mutter quietly.
Throughout the whole time Jenna kept being flirty with Riker to make me jealous. And it worked.
"I'm gonna go now" I say jumping out. I dried my self and got changed. I sat on the couch on my phone. Soon everyone was drying up. Jenna sat beside me and said this:
"I know you like him. And I swear if you try take Riker I will hurt you"
"Bitch, you can't do shit!" I say
"Your so ugly no wonder no one would ever love you. Better off dead"
I punched her and she fell, bleeding. And at that moment Riker came in.
"Lena!" He helped Jenna up.
I rolled my eyes. He's so annoying...
"I can't believe you would do that! What the hell man?" He sighs.
"She is practically SPITTING rude things at me!" I reply.
"Why are you so jealous?" He asks.
"What's there to be jealous of?" I smirk.
"Your just ruining things now! I just want to be happy! I have a lot of my mind right now!" He yells.
"WELL AT LEAST YOU DIDN'T TRY COMMITTING SUICIDE!" I yell.
Then he looked shocked. What did I do
"Lena..." I stepped back. Then I bolted out of the door dodging everyone.
"Lena are you ok?" Rydel stops me.
"I'll text you" I say before running out of the house.
I can't believe it. I just admitted to Riker that I tried killing myself. All because of Jenna.
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He Doesn't Even Know I'm Alive! | version 1
Fanfiction"Oh my god Natalie he's coming this way!" I whisper to her. "Act natural!" She says. I watched as her stopped by Paige Clark... and kissed her. I broke down in tears. I couldn't even watch. I think i was loud because he looked up. I turned the corne...
