"Is this Lena?" A mans voice asked me.
"Yes" I say into my phone.
"Your mother only has 10 minuets left"
"What!?" I grabbed Rikers arm and pulled him up. "She wants to see you"
"I'm coming" I say. "What's up?"
"My Mom has 10 minuets left!"
He tossed me over his shoulder and ran to the car. He put me in the back and started driving. We arrived and ran.
I ran to room 205 and saw Mom!
"Mom!?" I exclaim.
"I'm s-sorry" she stutters.
"It's fine it's fine!" I assure her.
"N-no" she stammers.
"It is honestly!" I say. The heart beat machine went slower and slower.
"I love you" she says before her eyes shut and there was a long beep.
"No!" I cry. I started crying really hard and paramedics came rushing in and pushed me out of the room. "No!" I cry.
"Baby" Riker wraps his arms round me and I sob into his arms. I can't believe this. I'm an orphan.
Me and my Mom argued. We fought. We fight. All of it. But I had a place in my heart that said I loved her. When my Dad left us she treated me like her princess. Then when he died she would do everything for me. She was the best.
She was sweet. She was my best friend. And now I've lost her. I've got no one.
And I was horrible. I yelled. I screamed
I thought of myself only. I had legit no respect for her. But she was always there for me. I didn't even care. This is all my fault. And I can't fix it at all.
"this is all my fault" I cry.
"baby it's not" Riker says gently.
"it is!" I sob. Everyone in the main hall was looking sympathetic. I hate myself.
"Baby you didn't do anything!"
"How do I fix what I did?" I cry.
"Babe listen. Your Mom loves you. She would love it for you to come to her funeral and be there. She wants you to be happy" he assures me kindly.
I remembered my Mom saying this:
"When it's my turn, you need to keep strong. I'll be looking down at you and smiling at the beautiful daughter i have
right now. Come to my funereal and then leave and be happy. Enjoy life while is lasts" she told me as I cried about my fathers loss. I nodded and hugged him harder letting the tears out
"I'll be there for you. I promise"
"Don't promise something you can't keep" I say to him quietly. He didn't say anything. He knew I was right anyway.
"Can we go see her?" I ask.
"She is in a very bad condition" the doctor says.
"Please I'll do anything" I beg.
"I'm sorry" he says gravely going back into the room.
"I didn't even say goodbye!" I say.
I started crying again. "Baby lets go home" Riker whispers. He takes my hand and we go to the car. I sat next to him on the front sobbing, clutching his hand. We got to my house and I shot out of the car and dashed to my room. I locked the door and sat on my bed crying. This is entirely all my fault.
•RIKER POV•
Lena ran off while I locked the car. I ran after her and I heard crying.
My heart broke. This isn't even her
fault. I called up Lenas friends.
Aka my sister, Nat, Grace & Court.
"Guys please come over. Her Mom is dead and she locked herself in her room crying" I tell them. A few minuets later her friends are here. That was fast
"Where's Lena ?" Rydel asks me.
"In her room" I reply.
•Lena POV•
"Lena open up" Natalie says kindly.
"No!" I cry out.
"Lena please" Rydel begs.
"Leave me alone" I reply.
"Lena" I rolled my eyes and cried more
"It's not your fault!" Nat assures me.
"It is! Everything is!" I exclaim
"Lena it's not!" Courtney says.
"Just leave me alone! Please" I say.
"We're gonna wait out here"
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He Doesn't Even Know I'm Alive! | version 1
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