"Lena please!" I rolled my eyes and stuck my headphones in and blasted ZAYN in my ears. I sipped my Vanilla Bean Frappe and ignored Riker.
"LENA!" He threw my drink and ripped my earphones out.
"Fuck you!" I say walking away.
"Lena stop ignoring me!" He begs.
"Riker, you can't keep being like this! I TRUSTED YOU! And you told one time! It may seem like a little thing to you but it's not to me!" I exclaim.
"YOUR MAKING A BIG DEAL!"
"YOU KEEP HURTING ME!"
"WELL MAYBE YOU DESERVE IT"
He crossed the line. "I'm done"
I push past him and walk away.
"Are you-" I cut him off. "FUCK OFF!"
"Lena..." "leave me alone Riker!"
"We're done" I hiss before running away. I broke up with Riker. Just like that. When I got home Ratalie were out. Great. Things are back to normal.
I'm lonely and Natalie's not talking to me. I scream in frustration and threw something. It was a photo. Of me, Riker, Rocky & Nat as babies. I went upstairs and blasted my Spotify playlist album so loud. Then I realised.
NO ONES HOME!!
"Iggy:]
Uh huh!
It's Iggy Iggs!
I got one more problem with you girl
One less one less!
Problem
[Ariana Grande:]
Hey baby even though I hate ya!
I wanna love ya
I want you!
And even though I can't forgive you
I really want ta
I want you!
Tell me, tell me baby
Why can't you leave me?
Cause even though I shouldn't want it
I gotta have it
I want you!
Head in the clouds
Got no weight on my shoulders
I should be wiser
And realize that I've got
[Big Sean:]
One less problem without ya!
I got!
One less problem without ya!
I got!
One less problem without ya!
[Ariana Grande:]
I got one less, one less problem
[Big Sean:]
One less problem without ya
I got!
One less problem without ya!
I got!
One less problem without ya!
[Ariana Grande:]
I got one less, one less problem
[Ariana Grande:]
I know you're never gonna wake up
I gotta give up
But it's you!
I know I shouldn't ever call back
Or let you come back
But it's you!
Every time you touch me
And say you love me
I get a little bit breathless
I shouldn't want it
But it's you!
Head in the clouds
Got no weight on my shoulders
I should be wiser
And realize that I've got
[Big Sean:]
One less problem without ya!
I got!
One less problem without ya!
I got!
One less problem without ya!
[Ariana Grande:]
I got one less, one less problem
[Big Sean:]
One less problem without ya
I got!
One less problem without ya!
I got!
One less problem without ya!
[Ariana Grande:]
I got one less, one less problem
[Iggy:]
It's Iggy Iggs!
Uh!
What you got?
Smart money bettin'
I'll be better off without you
In no time
I'll be forgettin' all about you
You saying that you know
But I really really doubt you
Understand my life is easy
When I ain't around you
Iggy Iggy
To biggie to be here stressin'
I'm thinkin' I love the thought of you
More than I love your presence
And the best thing now
Is probably for you to exit
I let you go
Let you back
I finally learned my lesson!
No half-stepping
Either you want it or you just playin'
I'm listening to you knowin'
I can't believe what you're sayin'
There's a million you's baby boo
So don't be dumb
I got 99 problems
But you won't be one
Like what!
[Ariana Grande:]
One less, one less problem
One less, one less problem
Head in the clouds
Got no weight on my shoulders
I should be wiser
And realize that I've got (I've got)
[Big Sean:]
One less problem without ya!
I got!
One less problem without ya!
I got!
One less problem without ya!
[Ariana Grande:]
I got one less, one less problem
[Big Sean:]
One less problem without ya
I got!
One less problem without ya!
I got!
One less problem without ya!
[Ariana Grande:]
I got one less, one less problem
[Big Sean:]
One less problem without ya
I got!
One less problem without ya!
I got!
One less problem without ya!
[Ariana Grande:]
I got one less, one less problem" I finished off and got out of the shower as soon as Milk & Cookies by Melanie Martinez came on. I love Melanie Martinez!! Where's those Cry Baby's at? Anyway, Pity Party came on after I got ready and did my make up.
"Did my invitations disappear?
Why'd I put my heart on every cursive letter?
Tell me why the hell no one is here
Tell me what to do to make it all feel better
Maybe it's a cruel joke on me
Whatever, whatever
Just means there's way more cake for me
Forever, forever
[2x]
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
Maybe if I knew all of them well
I wouldn't have been trapped inside this hell that holds me
Maybe if I casted out a spell
Or told them decorations were in pastel ribbons
Maybe it's a cruel joke on me
Whatever, whatever
Just means there's way more cake for me
Forever, forever
[2x]
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm dying, I'm dying
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
[2x]
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
It's my party, it's-it's my party
It's my party, it's-it's my party
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)"
I lowered my music a bit as On My Mind came on. I don't need Riker. Like Hailee Steinfield said. Love Myself. No I don't need anybody else. But I knew deep down I needed Riker.
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