Mad Hatter |George Daniel|

15

Y'all want some smut? No? Well too bad you're gettin smut. Love you all!

"Oh dear god, Luna!" He opens the front door and I can't even look into his eyes without covering my mouth, muffled sobs escapes my lips. Navi runs inside past him. I step inside and he engulfs me in the tightest hug and closes to the door. My arms clasp around his torso and his arms around my neck all though his height made it hard for him. His grey shirt starts to stain from my tears and smudged make up. "What's wrong baby girl?" Matty asked and pulled away to kneel to my level. Pushing the hair that stuck on my face behind my ears. I wanted to hide my face and appear invisible at that moment. My palms cover my jade eyes that were rimmed with red. My sobs get louder and I cannot speak. "I can't help you unless you tell me what's wrong." Matty coo's and rubs the small of my back. There's no words able to leave my mouth. I've been crying since I woke up. Amber leaves a note with a list of apartments and says "29 days. Sorry Xx". I can't function knowing my best friend was demolishing me from her life just because someone doesn't want to leave me be. She should be happy I spent the whole night scrubbing the blood out of the carpet. She doesn't like George anymore. My grip tightens on him when he sweeps my feet from the ground and carries my bridal style to his room. Setting me on his bed I uncover my eyes and look up at him. He continues to tuck hair behind my ear.

"I'm getting evicted." Words finally leave my mouth and now that I said it it sounds worse. "The guys are kicking me out because of last night." I wipe my eyes and look at the mascara coming off the back of my hand. "Did Gee tell you?"

"I was probably informed about it but I was too drunk to remember. Fill me in?" He says, laying against the headboard and pulling me into his arm. I rest my head on his chest listening to his heart beat. It reminds me of the other night and how tame he is around me even though he knows what he did was wrong. So I continue to repeat the story like I told George but this time it doesn't make me cry but makes me more angry. Matty listens closely to every detail, asking me questions to make sure he understood. By the time I'm done my eyes dried out of tears and I was softly breathing. "Now that you told me this I feel horrible for what I did the other night. Dear god you have no idea how sorry I am."

"Why did you do it in the first place Matty?" I look up at him through my eyelashes, tangling my fingers around his bracelets. I think about his hands on me again and the way that he could do it just as well as Gee, maybe even better. Comparing the two wasn't healthy.

"Because I like you." He mummers, dropping his head so his wavy black hair covered his eyes. I'm taken back by this. Sitting up on my legs I look at him with shock even though he didn't dare to look back. "I've liked you since the party, I wanted to be the one to help you with you injury but George stole the fucking spot light. Luan..." he lifts his head and fixes his hair, looking at me with a sense of covet for me. "I hate to see you sad. I love you, I hate you, I hate that I love you. Part of me wants to go on dates with you,spoil you, make you feel worthy, the other half of me just wants to fuck the sad out of you and fuck I can't help it!" I watch him tug at his hair then without hesitation he leans over to me, kissing me with force, leaning me back on the bed. His touch far more gently than Macen's last night and his lips more citrus like than the taste of blood. "God this is so wrong of me. George would tear me into two. Stupid! Stupid!" He backs away to the corner of the bed, starts hitting himself on the head. My bruised wrists goes to his and I pull them down to his sides.

"Shh, Matty please. Please stop hating yourself for this, it's okay George doesn't have to know." I hold his face in my palms looking at his stinging eyes as he breaths heavily.

"But Luana, if I do something with you and you walk back to George, I'll have to watch you be with him and it's going to tear me apart slowly. I don't want your body when I'm picturing your body with somebody else!" A

"Matty..." I sigh and look at his button up that was halfway undone while a necklace hug over his throat loosely. He looked angelic just like George, but more...sexualized. My hands skim over the tears in his jeans near the knees. It silent for a second while I just observe everything about him. I think about the way he looked when I pulled him in the pool with me. The way his hair stuck to his face and how he looked at me underwater with that smirk. His wink plays in my mind. "I'll let you have this, once, and it stays between us okay?" I lean in and put my hands on his thighs, grazing my lips against his. He laughs then smiles before taking a hold of my waist and kissing me. Even though I knew this was wrong to let Matty sleep with me, I hated the fact that he was hurting because of me. He's become as close as a friend as Ross and I and hurting him was the last thing I wanted to do.

"Be gentle. My leg." I say and continue smothering my lips to his while unbuttoning his floral shirt. Him tugging on my shorts then easily slip past my thighs.

"I've wanted this for so long." he says while I briefly move to let him move. Seconds later I'm tossed onto the pillows with his half naked body above me. He ties his hair back into a bun to stop it from falling in his face. He tenderly kisses me between each piece of clothing being taken off and deserted in the sheets. When he trails a hand down my bare stomach I shiver. A finger hooks down my undergarments and I do the same to him, not feeling any pressure or regret. "All we seem to do is talk about sex." He says before doing the same action as he did the other night in George's bed. There's tension in my stomach as he works his way through it. Pushing, pulling, whining, gasping, moaning, all at once sending me to a state of nirvana. He's out of breath and I am too, holding onto his biceps and digging my nails into them. "Fucking hell!" He yelps and it echos through the house, going faster to the point where I can't keep up.

"Matty! Matty fuck!" I throw my head back, closing my eyes and listen to his headboard nearly break. My legs feel numb, my hands keep digging into his skin. His eyes land on me while he bites his lip. In that moment all I could think about was how this was better sex than George, and more gentle than Macen. We continue to motivate each other for the next 10 minutes, rolling around with each other trying to feel every inch of each others body.

Matty huffs several times, his face becoming distressed as he holds onto the headboard above me. My hands scale down his back, then my nails drawing dark red designs into his skin. His eyes shut tight then he lets out a shaky moan, pulling away from me and wiping his face. The house was quiet now, aside from our breathing. "You're a riot." He says, kissing me slightly before lying down next to me, our naked bodies soaked with sweat.

I move closer to him and toy with his necklace while he embraces me. "I'm tired now." I mumbled into his chest. He nods and closes his eyes, wrapping two tattooed arms around me. I doze off in his arms, not a single feeling of regret in me.

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I wake up to the garage door opening. "Matty are you here lad?" I hear George walk into the house, Navi barking to greet him. I get up from Matty's bed, dressing myself and throwing a blanket over my shoulders. Striding out the hall I lean over the railing see Gee carrying bags.

"Hey baby." I greet him as he sets his things on the couch. He looks up and smiles.

"Oh hey, what are you doing here?" He asks. "Have you seen Matty?" I sprint down the stairs to go see him, hugging him tightly.

"He's in the shower." Gee nods and smiles just as big, completely unaware that I fucked his best friend 3 hours ago. Something in me still feels like I should at least tell him about our kiss at the shop. out of all the things that would rack my brain it was that. "So, um after yesterday..."

"What babe? Did he come back? I swear-"

'No Amber is kicking me out for it. I came by earlier and you were at work. So Matty and I talked about what I should do and he said that I should stay with you guys, but run it across you first." Now the fear and tears start to warm up my eyes. Gee frowns and hugs me as I clamp my eyes trying to not cry knowing that I was getting kicked out just like my mother did to me when my parents got divorced.

"Of course you can stay. Stay."