One love

Chapter 8

*Bekas POV*

Matt told me everything, how Josh did heroine and what happened behind that tree we didn't even notice we are still standing on the front porch. I also didn't realize that I was crying until Matt wiped a tear away from my eye. "Want to come over to my place?" Matt looked at me with sweet eyes " that would be nice" I looked at him back with the same eyes he was looking at me with.

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Matt and I  had been talking for a long time laughing, crying and complaining when he stopped everything he was doing a looked at my lips.

He won't kiss me

Matt started to pull be closer by my legs.

He's not going to

He put his arms around my body and pulled me in close.

Oh god , get away

I tried to push him away but he was much stronger then me and our lips connected.

He's going to hurt me, just like dad did

His grip loosened and that was my chance, I jumped up and ran out of his room and out of the house down the street. No no no no no that didn't happen.As I was running I could barely see because of tears forming in my eyes, my dad has recked my life.

When Beka was seven

Dad: hi baby girl it's just us two and you know what that means we get to play my game.
Beka: Daddy I don't like your game, it hurts me.
Dad: Come here.
Beka: No daddy please don't *crying*
Dad: take your clothes off Beka that's how we play.
Beka: no please dad don't I don't want to!
Dad: Shut up Beka. Now. Take them off and daddy will take his off then I'll start the game.
Beka: no please daddy.

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As I was running I ran into someone I was so close to home I just got up and tried to run again but he grabbed me. I could tell it was a man because of his hands. I wiped my eyes before looking up at the man. " Josh?" I looked up in disbelief, " what happened to you come on" Josh was so sweet but I knew he would just hurt me but I didn't care I felt different around him. We were in his room and I told him what happened with Matt but I didn't tell him why it made me so upset. He begged me to tell him but I refused. " Beka , now that I know that you won't tell me I need to tell you that I'm leaving to go to rehab in four days and that I'm so sorry you seen me like that" he looked sad " how long will you be gone for?" I could barely talk from all the crying I had just done in his arms. He mumbled something. " what was that?" I said with some rage building up in side of me "Seven months" he said again looking at his feet.