One love

Chapter 19

Josh's pov

I woke up and too my surprise I slept 6 hours last night that's the longest I have slept in a month. I got up and took in the mess that was now my apartment. I started do clean up the empty bottles and cans the plates and the pizza from last night. 'Ding'. "FUCK" I looked in the direction of the noise that just scared the shit out of me and picked up a phone I looked at the notification that popped up and it read:

"Beka are you hungover ;)"-Matt

Beka forgot her phone. I graded mine and texted Matt.

"Hey,Beka forgot her phone at my place and I have no idea if she is hungover ;) where is she staying??"-Josh

"Hey man! Good thing I didn't sent anything I would regret ;)  ;(). She's staying at the west side hotel on park st" -Matt

"Thanks Matt I'll go drop it off... Maybe later she might be sleeping it's only 6:30 in the morning. Wait why are you up?"-Josh

"Did you forget?"-Matt

"Tell me what it is and I'll tell you if I forgot."-Josh

"Band meeting @7 "

"SHIT!"- Josh

"you forgot"-Matt

"I got to go get ready see you later"-
Josh

After band meeting

"Okay" I said to myself as I pulled up to Beka hotel with her phone in hand. I walked in and went to the lady at the front desk "Beka Robbins" I said coldly.

"306 second floor" she mumbled.

I walked up to to her room and knocked. She opened looking annoyed and quickly said "I'm sorry I can't find my pho-" she looked at her phone that I was handing to her.

"You left it at my place." I gave her a sweet smile and started to turn to leave when she stopped me.

"Wait! Josh, want to come in?" She looked desperate.

"Yea are you okay?" I had worry in my voice. She smiled nodded and lead me inside closing the door behind her. I sat on the bed that was in the middle of the room leavening my back to Beka. "What's up?" I turned to face her.

"Oh nothing just livening the life, sorry about the mess I was looking for my phone and" I cut her off.

"It's okay I don't care." 

30 minutes later.

Beka and I caught up and we're talking about random things until beka became serious and asked "so, how long have you and Amanda been together? She seems super cool" she smiled and didn't seem jealous but if beka got a new boyfriend I know I would be. I mean. I have Amanda but I still have small feelings for beka.

" we meet about a year after you left and started dating around 6 months ago." I smiled. " I think I want to spend my life with her. I looked down at my feet.

Bekas pov.

"Oh" was all I could say. I know I don't like Josh 'in that way' he hurt me once so he's not scared to do it again but something  in me makes me sad that he wants to spend his whole life with her and not me. "That's sweet" I smiled at him warmly and put my fingers on his chin to bring his face up so he knew not to be embarrassed. He looked at me smiled and tried looking back down but I kept his face up. I put my hand on his knee "it's okay".