Help me.

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DAMMIT!!!!! Why does Tucker(my ex) always have to come back and ruin my life...UGH I FREAKING HATE HIM!!!!! I hate everything. I hate him,I hate sadness,I hate anger,and I hate myself. Why did I ever date him? DAMMIT CAN'T HE JUST GET OVER ME AND GO AWAY?!?! I freaking hate myself and my life. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. Seriously...why? Why does this happen to me? What do I do to deserve this? I hate everything about myself. I knew I should've never dated Tucker,I knew I'd end up on the ground defeated,I knew that I'd end up alone and crying myself to sleep,so why did I do it? How could I've been so stupid? Why did I have to like him? Why did he have to like me back? Why did he have to draw me in like a fish to a worm? I fucking hate myself. I'm just a fuck-up. I can't do this anymore. I hate myself. I can't do this. I don't even know if I can anymore. I'm sorry. I shouldn't even be here. I'm gonna go now. I probably won't talk or update or anything for a while. It's for the best. That way you won't have to deal with my mess of a life...goodbye...maybe for a LONG time. It's for the better. I have to go now. Goodbye Cookies.
Taylor

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