Who Are We?

Ethan

Ethan's POV

So... I don't really know how this works. Do introduce myself or do you know who I am already? Wait... That would be kinda creepy if you did... I am Ethan Lee. When you look at me you wouldn't think I am the age that I am. I look way younger and it doesn't help that I am a year younger since I skipped a grade. I get that I look like I could be Korean but I seriously hate it when people ask me. "Are you korean?" It's just one I those little things that get me upset. I went to the same school as Angela, Kevin, and Bella before we went to this school. I AM NOT KOREAN but I am actually Chinese/ Japanese. I'm also very smart for my age so I do advance math. I play the violin and piano and do math team. I also like to run and I think I am really good at all of that.

"So I kinda like you... I think you are very cute and adorable. Especially when you smile. I know this sounds cheesy and stuff but I really really - NO!"

"This is stupid" I mumbled

" A girl like her will never like a guy Like me."

You might be wondering what I am doing right now. Maybe I am taking in the mirror? No. Maybe I am practicing on a friend? No. I was the most weird boy ever. I was practicing confessing my feelings to this girl who I have liked for years. She doesn't know yet though. Anyways, I am practicing in front if my stuffed animals. I know that sounds babyish but it helps me with my nerves. Only the teddy bear was giving me the evil eye so I was pretty sure I sucked.

I just don't know what to do. I mean she is pretty, smart, athletic, fit and strong, had musical talent, was fun, everyone loves her, and is very friendly. I, on the other hand, am smart but its not anything to brag about since a lot of us are like that. After all this is the Asian group. I'm athletic but I only run. She does everything. I guess I am fit and strong, but I am not super muscular like all the other guys. The only musical talent I have is piano and violin. I like to stick with the people I know more than be super outgoing. I am not much of a people person but I am a pretty decent guy... I think...

I just don't know how she will take it. I hope she doesn't accept it badly if at all. We have kind of been friend for a really long time and since, my feelings for her have only gotten stronger.

Anyways, enough about my "love".

What? You want to know who it is?

I thought I told you already...

Okay... It's... Um... Well.. IT'SANGELAALRIGHT...

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FINE! IT IS ANGELA!

Okay let's move on now. Since was with my boys and Angela was with Kevin and the girls as usual. Even Jesse was there. Also, for some reason Jesse has been sitting and talking with Natalie a lot more often now... It couldn't be!?!?!?!?!?

Nah. So I used to sit with then all the time but it was to hard to keep sitting at the same table with her. It just felt like I was intruding on them or maybe she thought I was weird. One time I came up to her table to eat and let's just say it didn't end well for me.

So we were all separated but I secretly wished she would sit here with me. She is so confident and herself around everyone and I am... Well... How do u say this... NOT!

Okay, so you know how I said I wished she would sit by me? Well... SHE KINDA DID! I am like freaking out! I don't know if I should be happy or not. I mean, of course I am happy, but If you saw the way I act around her it is kind of obvious that u like her and I REALLY don't want her to find out! I act like a total fool around her and she just does this cute giggle! It's sooooo adorable though! Ugh! Snap out if it Ethan!

My heart was beating so hard I thought it was going to beat right out if my chest the closer she came to me. I was pretty sure that by now she could hear my rapid heartbeat as clear as day. That is all I could hear right now.

Thump!...

BaThump!...

BaThump!

BaThumpBaThumpBaThump!

As she approached I could feel my clammy hands start to fidget in my lap. I didn't even have to look at her to tell she was coming. It was like this weird sixth sense that I had developed. I don't even know...

I turned around to look at her and was pretty sure she could see how nervous I was. She but her lip and froze in that spot. She looked so cute right now but she likes some other guy so I am not even an option...

She seemed to be having an internal battle worh herself with te way her eybrows were furrowed deep in though and she looked like she couldn't decide where to go. Come here, or go back to her table. After a while, she seemed I make up her mind... She started to slowly walk over to me...

Thank you _Suyeon1229_ for the awesome cover! I LOVE IT SOO MUCH THANK YOU LINDA!