Tainted Love

You need someone to hold you tight

"Fuck you!!" I screamed at my girlfriend, well now ex-girlfriend. She had been cheating on me for over a year with some guy she met down the youth centre she worked at. I really thought we were going well, we hadn't had sex in a while but our relationship didn't thrive on sex. I thought she loved me, I guess not. I thought I was enough to please her, I was wrong.

I was seething with anger whilst walking the dangerous streets of Jersery at 11pm on a Saturday night. I wasn't paying attention to where I was going. I left the apartment needing some air, needing some form reassurance of real life. I hoped I was having a nightmare and I would wake up although I was feeling pain, heartbreak. I didn't protest when my feet had walked me to the local gay bar downtown, if I got a drink out of it I wasn't fussed. I'm not gay, bisexual possibly? I've just always loved seeing Morrissey shirtless... It's not something I would openly admit because well my girlfriend was always touchy around that subject, not helping she was a strict Christian. Wonder what the holy lord thinks of you now, bitch. I didn't really look around as I walked up to the bar ordering a beer and downing most of it. The bar tender chuckled at my egger thirst for the drink.

"Mmmmmm, trouble in paradise?" he asked in a high voice. 

"I just broke up with my girlfriend, she's been cheating on me for over a year." I said bluntly not really wanting to talk to this guy but not wanting to be rude.

"Oh honey, well You're in the right place now." he winked and went off to serve someone else.

For a few moments I just sat at the bar, peeling the label from my beer off until all the lights went down and the opening of "Tainted Love" by Soft Cell began to play. A roar of claps came from the other side of the bar where there was a pole and a raised platform acting like a stage. My eyes were fixed on the person strolling down from the back of the stage to the centre where the pole stood. At first I couldn't tell if they were a dude or a girl having very feminine but also masculine features. They were dressed in black leather panties and a leather jacket with Firetruck red hair. Just by looking at them I felt my jeans tighten. As the music kicked in they effortlessly began to glide around the stage, shaking their hips. Unfortunately they had too much hair for me to be able to actually see their face so I couldn't quite work out what they looked like. I found myself walking closer to the stage as they started to use the pole, my whole body drawn in by their movements. I was now able to see the bulge in their pants making me more turned on than ever before. As the music finished they blew the crowd a kiss. Their hair now pushed back from their face, I now able to see the beauty behind the hair. They had pale skin, anyone would think they've never seen the sun before. They weren't too skinny but skinny enough so their jawline was very prominent along with their check bones. However they had sparkling hazel eyes, deep hazel eyes. Eyes you could get lost in and would take you a lifetime to explore. They were so big that they would swallow you up. I shook my head trying to calm myself down, being too turned on for my own good. They had now gone back behind the stage and would probably be living it up in some fancy dressing room by now, drinking champagne or some fancy expensive wine. I walked back over to the bar needing another drink before I died of dehydration, man that person sure had some moves. The lights were now back to normal and a drag act was singing on stage, Divine I think.

I gulped down the rest of my beer and started to pick at the label with my mind still in a fuzz. However I was quickly pulled out of my daydreams by a cough. I looked up only to lock eyes with a pair of sparking hazel ones.

"Want another drink?" They asked. Their voice wasn't like the other bar tender, they didn't have the stereotypical gay guy camp high voice.

"I'll have another beer please..." I replied stumbling on my words. This guys beauty just seemed to make my brain turn to mush.