My kidnapped Life

Chapter 20

I've been staring at the ceiling for hours.... I think I woke up like maybe 3 hours ago but I don't know I'm no good with keeping time anyways the boys keep knocking on the door no matter how many times I tell them to go away. Of course Cam wasn't very happy about me telling him what to do while everyone else is worried about me not eating.I still don't know what I should do. If he's watching me is it a good idea to try to escape and how am I going to escape. After a few more minutes there was a knock on the door "Olive can I come  in? Said Ryan. " sure" I said while sitting up and looking in Ryan's direction. He came in with his hands behind his back. Closing the door behind him he walks over to my bed sitting down at the edge. "If that's food I don't want it" I told him looking at him questionably. "it's not" he then pulls out a white teddy bear from behind his back. "I was gonna wait to give this to you for your birthday but I thought maybe after everything you've gone through so far you could use something to cheer you up" he said while handing me the bear. "Thank you Ryan this means a lot to me" I said taking the bear before I could think about what I was doing I hugged him. I think it took  him off guard too because he hesitated for a minute then hugged me back. Pulling away from the hug I looked at the bear again "I'll name him Beary" I said as I hugged the bear. Laughing Ryan stood up and started walking towards the door "glad you like him I'll leave you alone then" he said as he opened the door. "Ryan" I said as he was walking out the door making him stop and look at me "yeah?" He said. "Tell the others I'll be downstairs to eat in 20 minutes and thanks again I really appreciate it" I told him. "You're welcome" he said finally leaving the room and closing the door behind him. I've finally made my decision on whether I should runaway or stay. I go to my closet and grab a pair of jeggings and a My Chemical Romance shirt that I bought yesterday at the mall. Then I go to my dresser and grab a pair of unmentionables and go into the bathroom for a shower. After a nice 10 minute shower I brush my hair and my teeth after I get dressed of course. I leave my room and go downstairs and am immediately greeted with a bear hug from josh. "Oh my god we were so worried about you you weren't eating you weren't drinking you weren't talking to us you didn't even come out of your room" he said as he hugged me tighter. " can't breathe bones breaking" I say as I dramatically take a breath of air.  He immediately lets me go " I'm so sorry I was just really worried about you I didn't mean to hurt you" I stare at him as he continues to ramble on and on. " josh" I say but he continues to ramble "josh!!" I scream finally getting his attention "huh? What?" He said looking confused. "It's fine you didn't hurt me also you were rambling" I said walking past him "anyways I'm starving what's for dinner" I say as I walk into the kitchen. "Was thinking burgers and fries" josh said following me into the kitchen. "Way ahead of you man" said Matt already making the burger patties. "Yummy I love burgers and fries" I said sitting down at the island to watch him. " oh thank goodness I thought you'd be like those other girls who'd get upset and say they'd rather have a salad" he said laughing "nah man I mean on occasions I'll eat a salad if there's a steak that comes with it" I say. After an awkward silence we start cracking jokes and telling stupid stories until dinner was done. After dinner i retreated back to my bedroom claiming that I was tired.Once in my bedroom I got ready for bed. I laid in bed for what seemed like hours hugging Beary and staring at the ceiling until I fell into a peaceful sleep.