Chapter 5

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Sorry for the late update went places today sorry.
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I walked through the door slowly and quietly hopefully my mom wouldn't hear. "Where in the hell have you been it's almost 9:00" I winced. I hate it when she yells at me it makes me feel like a failure. Well I am but it makes me feel more insecure than I already am. "I'm sorry I didn't really see the time, and be happy that I have a friend that's normal. I hope your happy with that, because I'm not good enough. And I'm sorry I don't pay attention." I stormed off to my room not paying attention to anyone or anything. Who cares. She should be happy I'm actually associating with someone. I always stay in my room and she yells at me. I get home late from a friends house and she yells at me what does that woman want from me. Am I perfect? No. Do I make mistakes? Hell yeah. But that doesn't give her the reason to yell at me. I just can't wait to see her tomorrow. Wait. Holy crap  Ashley and I almost kissed. I'm not lesbian. And she doesn't seem lesbian. Is she? I have no problem. I'm weird too. Well not that being gay or lesbian is weird or anything. I can't just ask her, that's rude and weird. Maybe I need to ask Alex and Jean. They'll know what to do, hopefully. But now I'm tired as fuck and my brain will keep me up I undressed grabbed pajamas and went to bed. Tomorrow is going to be eventful.

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