Chapter 8

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I'm back! This weekend was fun. Not really I stood alone in a pool staring and contemplating on how death would have been amazing at that moment. Sadly I didn't die. Anyway I have a chorus concert tomorrow yay. And I'm in 7th grade and the 8th graders get to sing my favorite song from Rent called "Seasons of Love" which is my song. So that made me mad and we have this one song which is terrible and I hate it. And the theme of it all is love, not even gay love but whatever. Enjoy a new chapter unless it sucks then oh well.
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She kissed me. I'm not gay, I don't like girls like that. Do I? No I'm straight I just don't want to date right now. I'm not asexual. Am I? What in the hell is going on in my life. Is it just her. Am I just gay........for her. (A/N haha get it gay.....for her. Oh never mind) No I don't like girls. Why did you like the kiss then? I didn't, I never said I did. But it's what you meant. Face it you love her. No I don't now brain shut up. Okaaaaay but, just because I stop talking doesn't mean it changes the truth. I said shut up. When did life get so complicated. "Megan, someone is here to see you" Oh god I'm not ready to see her yet. "Send them up here" I heard a knock on my door and you-know-who came in. Wait no not you know who that makes it sound like she's Voldemort or something. She's way hotter than Voldemort. "Hey you feeling ok?" She asked I nodded. She sat on my bed. "So what's been going on here, just sitting in bed all day" I nodded again. "You don't talk much do you?" "I don't know occasionally" we both laughed. "So I was thinking, would it be okay if we had like a sleepover or something to ya know make you feel better" my eyes lit up. "Yeah! That would be awesome. We could watch Rent, I know it's a musical but hey it's good" I said with excitement filling each word. She nodded "you don't talk much do you" I said and she laughed. "Hey that's my line, bîtch" "it's not now jerk" we both laughed at our references. "But wait, I lost my shoe" I quoted and we went into hysterics. Maybe liking her isn't that bad.
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So I'm sorry that I post really short chapters. I just kinda noticed that. I'll try to make longer chapters. Anyway hope you enjoyed it. Bye

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