REALITY HURTS [SEULMIN FF]

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"Stop it guys, Let her do what she wants. I guess she doesnt need us."

"But unnie--"

"No, Let her be. She wants to be stupid I guess." Irene said

"S-stupid??" Seulgi asked while pointing to herself

Everybody sensed that Irene may know why Seulgi has been acting so cold to them.

"Yeah. The stupidest girl in the whole world!" Irene answered

"Unnie? What are you talking about??" Wendy asked confused of the situation their into.

She was only concern about Seulgi's behavior recently, Going to clubs and always avoiding us behind the camera.

She just wanted to put some senses back to Seulgi, But Irene suddenly bursted.

Seulgi frozed hearing her sister call her names.

She stood up and was beggining to leave the room when

"Leaving again??? Aren't you tired of running away? Now youre leaving? Great Seulgi! Just great!" Irene said

Seulgi faced her and answered
"You dont know anything unnie!!" Then the other girls left them inside the room to talk.

"I dont know anything?!?! REALLY SEUL?!? EVERYNIGHT I HEAR YOUR CRIES, SOBS, AND EVEN CUSS! THEN YOU CHANGED BECAUSE YOU WERE TIRED OF WHAT?!? GETTING HURT?!? YOUR TIRED OF CRYING?!?! AND YOUR CRYING BECAUSE OF WHAT?!? WHO?!? JIMIN?!? GOSH SEULGI!! " Irene said while both of them tried to stop their sobs

"Yes Unnie! Im crying because of him! YOURE NOT IN MY SHOES THATS WHY YOURE SAYING THAT!! YOUR LUCKY! MOM TRUSTS YOU SO MUCH! WHILE ME??!?? NOTHING" Seulgi answered

"HAHAHA. YOURE RIGHT SIS! IM LUCKY! MOM GAVE ME THE RESPONSIBILITY TO TAKE CARE OF THE WHOLE COMPANY IN MY EARLY AGE! I DIDNT ENJOY MY TEEN DAYS BECAUSE I HAD TO GO STRAIGHT TO MOM FOR LESSONS! SINCE THEN, I HAD NO TIME IN EVERYTHING EXCEPT OUR COMPANY!!!" Irene screamed leaving seulgi frozen because of the revelation.
Irene sighed and continued talking but more calmly this time.

"Before mo pa nakilala si Jimin, Nakilala ko si Taehyung. He was so understanding and so kind. He is the reason why I love music. Ipapakilala ko na sana siya kina Mom at Dad pero nalaman ni Dad na may boyfriend kang trainee, Ayaw na ayaw nya sa idols kasi baka matulad ni Mom na mawalan ng oras sa pamilya. Mom was an Idol as well. Pero he saw jimin was different so nilabanan nya kayo. But hell! He died. Galit na galit na galit si Mom sayo pero alam mo kung saan nya binaling yung galit nya??!?!?! SAYO BA SEUL??!!? SAYO BA?!?! SA AKIN SEUL!!! THERE WAS NEVER A DAY SHE DIDNT CALL ME STUPID AND WORTHLESS!! SHE TOOK MY GADGETS KAYA WALA NA KAMING NAGING COMMUNICATION NI TAEHYUNG. NOT UNTIL DUMATING SI YOONGI,  NALAMAN KONG KILALA NYA SI TAEHYUNG KASI PAREHO SILANG TRAINEE. TINULUNGA NIYA AKO W/ TAEHYUNG PERO HE WAS SO MAD AT ME.. SO MAD! YOU KNOW WHY?!???"

Pero Seulgi kept her mouth shut waiting for her unnie to speak pero

"ASK ME WHY SEULGI!!!!!!!!!!!"

"W-why u-unnie??"

"SABI NIYA DKO SIYA PINAGLABAN!!!!"
Pagkasabi ni Irene nun ay narealize nyang kagaya lang sila ng sitwasyon ni Irene pero mas grabi pala ang problema ni Irene.

"Huwag kang magpakatanga Seul! Wala kapa sa katiting ng sakit na naranasan ko. You have Suga with you always.. Pero alam ko namang fake lang yun lahat. Kilala kita Seul.. You love him dearly." She bitterly smiled.

Siya yung leader namin tas may work pa sya sa company.

"U-unnie *sobs* I-im so sorry." Seulgi said while crying

"Hindi Seul eh! Feeling mo kasi nasayo na lahat ng problema. Nagbreak lng nmn kayo parang mamamatay kana. Mag move on ka!! HINDI YUNG NAGBABAGO KA DAHIL LANG NASAKTAN KA! YOU CAN CHANGE!! FOR THE BETTER! Hindi for the worst!!" sigaw pa rin ni Irene.

"Sorry tal-talaga *sobs* unnie" iyak pa rin ni Seulgi.

"Seul.."

"B-bakit??"

"Di mo ba nakikita???? Your not you anymore. You think your strong just because you somehow turned to a bitch? No." Irene said.

Seulgi kept her head down while sobbing quitely hearing all the pain her sister suffer. Nahiya sya kasi grabi sya kung makareklamo sa buhay nya. Pero di man lang nya naisip yung kalagayan ng ate niya.

"Lahat ng naranasan mo ngayon, Napagdaanan ko na. Nakakatawa nga eh. Its like Im looking at myself kapag nakikita kita. Pero tlgang mag kaiba tayo. Kasi ako, Hindi ko binago sarili ko para matawag na matapang. I keep my chin up and find ways to be better. To make Taehyung and I better.  Kagaya ni Jimin, Nagalit din si Taehyung. pero We sorted out things di yung magdadrama kapang matapang." sabi ni Irene. Seulgi listened to everyword her sister said.

"Seulgi.. I dont care kong gusto mong mag drama sa buhay mo. Just please, Dont distance yourself from the other girls. They really care for you. Dont treat them like the way you've treated me. Hindi lang sayo umiikot ang mundo." Tas Irene left leaving seulgi totally messed up in mind and in heart as well.

Galit na galit siya sa sarili niya for being too selfish not to think about other peoples situation.

"Grabi ka Seul" she smiled bitterly

"Sinaktan mo pala yung ate mo, Lagi mo silang binabaliwala kahit wala naman silang ginawang masama sayo. Tas walang kwenta kapang kapatid. Di mo man lang dinamayan ate mo! Haha" sabi niya kahit na may luha pa ring umaagos sa mata niya.

Kinuha ni Seulgi ang phone niya tsaka nagcall

"I need some-someone t-to talk to "

"Okay. Where are you?"

"Ill be in the usual bar"

"Got it. Youre gonna drive on your own? Be careful"

"Yeah. Thanks for caring."

"Ofcourse! Why wouldnt I? "

She slowly smiled "Thanks Yoongi"

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