A Broken Hearted Smile

Part 1

{AN} hey!! these first two parts are going to be kinda short, but I hope you like it! x

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I gave up on life five months ago, when my girlfriend died because of me.

if I could go back in time, I would take her spot so she could live the beautiful life she was meant to live.

I miss her, everyday. her memory haunts my mind constantly. Christine was beautiful, her long black hair just past her chest. her big, brown eyes shone up at me every morning.

I fell in love with her more and more each day. it was June 15, 2015. we attended a party and were both drunk, past the point of being sober enough to drive. I insisted on driving instead of walking ten blocks back to our house. it was raining, which made everything worse.

I pulled out onto the road, Christine giggling hysterically beside me. I couldn't wait to get her home, so I eased the gas pedal down a little more.

life was a blur at that moment, and I let go of the steering wheel to grab on to her hand. the car plunged down into the ditch, and Christine was thrown out of the windshield and on to the wet ground. I was knocked unconscious, but I knew what happened.

I knew that Christine was gone; forever.