I cut into the pancakes making them heart shaped. It's Valentine's Day and last year Jensen made me dinner.. He did this huge heart made out of pizza and honestly I don't know how he did it. He swore it was homemade. So I decided this is my way of stepping the game up. "Hey." Jensen walks into the kitchen in boxers and an old band shirt he got at a concert probably years ago.
"Ah babe I was gonna do breakfast in bed!" I whine pouring syrup onto the nicely cut pancakes.
"I'm sorry I can go back upstairs and get into the really nice warm comfy bed if that's where you'd rather have me." Jensen grabs a mug from the cupboard and pours coffee.
"No stay here and eat your pancakes."
"Heart shaped pancakes?" He cocks his head.
"Yeah.." He forgot. He forgot Valentine's Day.
"Oh crap." He curses.
"It's the 14th isn't it?"
"Yeah.. You don't have to get me anything..."
"No no I was going to but I thought today was Monday not Tuesday. Ohh baby I'm so sorry." Jensen pulls me into him.
"It's fine you've got all day."
"I know but you woke up early and did this for me. Thank you so much." He pushes his lips to mine.
"God today is gonna be full of people everywhere.. Maybe we should stay here all day? We can stay in our pajamas all day and watch movies and cuddle."
"I gotta run out and grab your gift. I got it ordered and everything and was so excited."
"Or-ordered?" I stutter.
"Yeah it's nothing huge or anything I just couldn't find it."
"But I thought..I thought we decided to do simple things..?"
"It's simple I promise. What'd you get me?"
"I got you a card that says.. Well here." I hand him the envelope. He opens it and starts grinning.
"I love you too." He chuckles.
"You sure? I mean I can go to the store?"
"No no it's fine. I love this card. And tonight maybe you could give me a little.." Jensen wiggles his eyebrows.
"Maybe." I grin.
"Is that a yes?" Jensen whispers leaning across the table.
"It's not a no." I say and kiss him.
"Mmm ok I'll be back." He puts his dish in the sink.
"No baby stay here." I grab his hand.
"How about we go and shower?" Jensen pulls me up and into him.
"Yeah?" I grin pushing our faces closer.
"Yeah." We kiss. A nice simple kiss. I open my mouth allowing him in. I push myself closer and slide my hand up to back.
"Mm no." I pull away nervous.
"What?" He asks.
"Uh it's nothing.. I just I don't wanna have sex." I go to the sink to do his dish.
"Babe you always wanna have sex. Is there something wrong?"
"It's nothing but um.. Well I don't know." I turn and look at him.
"Are you sick?" Jensen walks over slowly closer to me.
"Well.. Today in the shower.... Uhm... Well I was sorta playing around with myself-" my cheeks start to burn red. "And I couldn't get..up.."
"So?" Jensen grabs my hands.
"And then just now I couldn't get up. I felt my self you know like... Twitch and sorta get excited but nothing.."
"Baby we can work that out."
"I know but I'm only 38 and you're 34 and we have so much more to do and try in bed and I'll have to start taking those pills an-" Jensen pushes his lips to mine.
"Cmon." He grabs my hand. "I'm gonna take care of you." He leads me up the stairs.
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"Here you go." Jensen hands me a small box.
"Making me come after I told you I can't, making me lunch and now a present." I sit up but Yelp. Sex is nice. He first got me up. It took about 10 minutes but he didn't mind. He just kept going and going licking and sucking my skin and when I came oh god it was amazing. Then we had actual sex. He thrusted into me and he would kiss and lick my hole.. It was great.
"Yes, about sex how are you?"
"It was nice and fun and now my ass hurts because we played around so much. But thank you." I lean over and kiss him when he sits down.
"Just promise me if you have that problem again tell me right away."
"I promise."
"Ok open your present!!"
"Ok!" I laugh. I open the box and see a little Gishwes key chain. "What?" I pull it out.
"I had to get it speciality made and see the little dinasour guy is you with hearts arou- what?" I put it back in the box and stand up. "Do you not like it...?"
"Why don't you ever help me out with that?"
"What'd you mean?"
"I do it every August and we've been dating for two years now, you've known me like years and you never help me out. You never actually talk about it with me...why?"
"I thought it was your thing... I would love to help, baby."
"Oh."
"I'm sorry.."
"No no I love it." I sit back down. "I just -I don't know, realized we're getting married so I had this thought like holy shit what do we do together?"
"A lot ok." Jensen pulls me into a kiss.
"We do a lot together. I love you."
