"Comic con here we are!!!!!" Jensen dances as we get into the hotel room. He loves cons. I don't know why... I find it cute.
"Knock knock!" Jared shouts. I open the door and he walks in.
"Hey." I say.
"You guys wanna go check out the panels?"
"I think we might catch up with you in about 10 minutes."
"15." Jensen says.
"We'll meet you in the lobby in 20 minutes."
"You guys are so so gross." Jared laughs.
"It's a hotel. It's wharf you do." Jensen says. I shut the door and push Jensen to the bed. He grins widely as we kiss.
"Is it bad if I say I'm not in the mood?" Jensen pulls away and looks at me.
"No it's fine." I sit up sadly.
"I'm kidding! Come here you sexy fuck." Jensen pulls me down and pushes our lips together harder. "I love you." Jensen mutters moving up. I follow him and wiggle between his legs then connect our lips again. There's a knock on the door causing us to pull apart.
"Who is it!?"
"Rob and rich."
"Go away!" I shout.
"Get your ass out here cockles!" I start down at Jensen.
"Damnit." I mutter pushing myself off of him. I swing the door open.
"Cmon everybody is getting lunch let's go."
"We're a bit busy."
"There's always time to have sex, cmon." Rich pulls me out. I look back at Jensen and roll my eyes.
"It's ok. We can tonight." Jensen says closing the door behind him. I reach for his hand and take it.
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"I love you." I rock one more time into Jensen and then collapse next to him.
"Ah man." He pulls the sheet around his waist and looks at me. "I love you too." We both grin at each other.
"Hotel Sex is the best." I grab the cup of water from the side table.
"Yeah."
"Having sex with you is the best." I wrap my arm around his torso.
"I kinda wanna get married right now."
"No." I sit up. "We've been planning this wedding forever. No."
"Ok I know! In just saying.. Wouldn't it be fun?"
"Yeah." I chuckle.
"How about we.. I don't know have our own wedding. Then the other one we've been planning is for the family?"
"I.. I uh.. Babe.." I sigh.
"Hey if you don't wanna that's fine."
"Why do you wanna rush it?" I pull on some clothes now suddenly very annoyed.
"Because maybe I just want to be married to you. I don't want everybody we know watching as we kiss and then staring at us while we eat."
"So what? You want me to call the wedding off?"
"I didn't say that." Jensen gets up and grabs some boxers from the suitcase.
"No but you sure seem like you don't wanna do it."
"I want to marry you." He says. "Just you. And not your whole family. Not all our friends. Not my family."
"I'll go call everything off then." I grab my phone from the counter.
"Misha!" Jensen shouts. He slams the door closes as I open it, scarring me. "Don't call it off." He says. I swallow having sudden flashbacks from high school.
"Jensen I need to get my out." I try to calm my breathing.
"Wh-" I push him off the door and run out down the hall."
"Misha?!" Jensen chases me. I run down the stairs and into the lobby where a bunch of fans are.
"Misha!" They shout. Jensen is right behind me shirtless.
"Leave him alone please." Jensen says. The room starts spinning and I fall into arms. "Back off!!" He shouts kneeling down with me in his arms. "Hey hey it's ok. It's ok." I close my eyes wanting everything to just be quite and to be laying back in bed with Jensen talking. I open them back up once my heart has gone back to a normal speed and I can breath again. "Are you ok?"
"Yeah yeah." I sit up and lean against him.
"Why'd you run off?" Jensen whispers.
"I was thinking of when I use to get beat up in high school."
"Baby." Jensen pulls me closer. "Shh relax." I look up and see them all looking at us. I give a small smile then stand up.
"I-uh-um..-I."
"Cmon." He wraps his arm around my waist and walks away. That was so embarrassing. Once we get into the hotel room again Jensen starts a bath for me. "I'm gonna go." Jensen says as I sit down in it.
"No stay.. Please?"
"You sure?"
"I'm positive." I reach my hand out. Jensen sits down on a chair and smiles at me. "Sorry I freaked out."
"No it's fine.." He swallows nervously. "Look ok. I want to marry you. And if we have to do it I front of everybody then so be it. I love you and our wedding day is just as much about you as it is about me. So we have to decide these things together. Okay?"
"I know.."
"I think it's best to do it with everybody there."
"You sure?"
"I'm positive."
