Jalonto (jaysantoxkiloni love story)

Jalonto

{Chres’s POV}- in the present

One year ago I met two different people in the social class hierarchy at East high that normally people like me wouldn’t be caught dead with let alone, talk to or hang out with. If I did I would be publicly shamed at school. Since I met this loner girl now my beautiful girlfriend she has changed me in ways I thought I wouldn’t even think about. No what it was is that she taught me to be myself and I shouldn’t care what others think. The whole time I was with simmone it was the total opposite. I should always care what others thought of me since I was the popular guy and she was the popular girl. If someone said something negative to me I should always fight fire with fire and basically demean them. I didn’t want to do it but younger self wanted to anything I could in order to please simmone and get inside her, but that was then and this is now. I feel so terrible of doing all that stuff to those underclassman and basically kissin ass to my peers when they were in the wrong. I also met my boyfriend. Yes you heard me correctly. You’re probably confused right now. How could I have a girlfriend and a boyfriend? Am I cheating on both of them? Am I gay? The answers are NO I’m not cheating on both of them because there was a point in time where began to come really close to each other to the the point where we would tell each other anything and everything about us. Me and Jacob came into terms with our sexuality and wanted to tell loni ourselves. I had feelings for both him and loni. I couldn’t let both of them walk out of my life. I didn’t want to start all over with anyone else except these two. They taught me so much that when I was so popular that I overlooked it and thought it was boring. Am I gay? Partially. I’m bisexual which means I go both ways. That’s why loni is still in the picture. How did she take it? She could careless. Our bond within our love triangle was so strong that her female instincts practically picked up some “love signals” between Jacob and I she knew it all along. Yea she admit that she was jealous cuz she felt left out but in the end it worked out the way we ALL wanted it too. All three of us. In fact I remember that day.

Me and Jacob was at my house in my room kissing. He wore his hair up in that sexy pony puff while wearing my hoodie I gave him long ago. Gosh he keeps wearing it like it’s something to be proud of or it’s really that special to him because it was. He haven’t received anything that special before as he told me. I was confused. Didn’t his guardians give him anything special before. He told me no in his cute accent. All they did was give him shelter, fed him, clothed him and gave him $100 of spending money and that they were also getting paid too. Even though he appreaciated all the things that they did for him he hasn’t received anything so special like this since he came to the states and that really touched my heart. Whenever I would buy my guy friends and hoes something they always requested more for me. Especially simmone my ex. She was beautiful but she was snobby, a bitch and money-driven. I didn’t have the courage to say that I was ready to leave her until one day loni made me realize something. She asked me some questions that I never put to much thought into because I was afraid to be alone without a girlfriend. I was always seen with simmone a lot that i felt like I had to put up with her bullshit just to get the cookies. Plus she hooked me up with a free job. How could I say no to that? A job and some cookies like every day? Every guys fantasy right?

Anyways me and loni was chilling til she asked me: “Loni: I get the picture. So, do you love her?

Me: what?

Loni: You heard me. I said do you love her?

Me: course I love her. Why would I stay in a relationship with someone for over 3 years?

Loni: You-you never know. Maybe you’re in the relationship for all the wrong reasons.”

The last sentence with “the wrong reasons” were right. I just felt like they were foreign to me at the time.