Jalonto (jaysantoxkiloni love story)

Valentine day surprise pt. 1

{Kiloni’s POV}- in the present

Today was special. It was valentine’s day which meant love was in the air. I remember years before I met my boyfriends that I used to dread this day. This day meant pure hell for me. Everywhere I turned people everywhere were showing love and it made me feel sad and mad because I wanted a special someone to buy me a box of chocolates, some fresh roses, pretty jewelry or take me out to a simple date but no. I stayed at home all evening and watched tv with my mom. Yea she’s pretty great but I couldn’t hug and kiss her like I could with my boyfriends. I forgot to mention that I am now a junior while Jacob was a senior. Chres decided to get his GED since he didn’t show up back to school and eventually got his diploma! Me and Jacob was so proud of him when we went to his ceremony!

Sometimes when it comes to our love triangle each guy would take turns with me and ask me out. I didn’t mind. As long as the other didn’t feel bad once we were out having fun. Sometimes both of them would come along and we would each take turns dating each other. Remember both the guys were bisexual so they would also date too. Sometimes I forget that. Sometimes they would spend more time together than just with me. Which also made me felt sad. Even though they were my bestie boyfriends (weird name) I still felt left out in the relationship like the third wheel. Don’t we all love each other equally? It’s almost like before our confirmation of mutual feelings towards us as a trio. We were to not love one of the person more than the other or else they feel lonely and unwanted how i’m feeling right now. And that’s another BIG disadvantage with having two boyfriends. THEY ARE BISEXUAL AND WANT TO BE ALONE WITH EACH OTHER. Two guys that’s great but now what do I do? I don’t have another bestie to fall back on. This is another reason why I should find a girlfriend. One where we could share common interests in each other but no drama. Someone who can appreaciate and NOT criticize my relationship of having two boyfriends.

I was at the house with my mother. She had no date either. In fact she wasn’t the dating type. She knows that I date two guys at the same time and that they both are gay and at first she was upset because she told me that I was setting myself up for failure. If the boys spend more time with each other and end up forgetting me I will be heartbroken and they will eventually go gay for each other. Which is cool. I want them to be happy and all but those are my boos and I wanna be with them and not stuck here with mom.

Mom: *shouts* KILONIIIIII, COME HERE DARLING!!!

Ugh. I stop making my homemade valentine cards for my boyfriends and decided to get up to see what my mother had wanted.

Me: Yes mom?

Mom: You ok in your room hun?

Me: *sad* yea mom I’m fine.

Mom: You don’t look fine apple plum.

Me: *sighs* No you need anything from me mom?

Mom: Well not really except, shouldn’t Jacob and ches be picking you up right now? It’s almost a quarter til 8?

Me: I’m not sure. I haven’t heard from those two all day and I couldn’t care less.

Mom: Awww honey come here. You wanna talk about it?

Me: Quite frankly not.

Mom: Well, remember those Pillsbury brand valentine’s day sugar cookies you bought just yesterday?

Me: *perks up* yea?

Mom: Why don’t you bake us some cookies and watch some tv with me. The Charlie brown valentine’s day special will be on in a few and we can sit here and enjoy the night while eating a fresh batch of cookies.

WOW. Haven’t thought of that. I loved cookies and I love Charlie brown so I began to start baking. Who needs the guys when I have my #1 bestie my mom. Whom I neglected for so many years and yet she still remains by my side until she dies.