Ren's Pleasure

Chapter Eight

Ren.

Napakaraming pangyayari lately. Hanggang ngayon, kailangan kong makagawa ng paraan para madagdagan ng kinikita ko para sa Chemotheraphy ni mama at mabigyan din ng pangtustos sa pang-araw araw ang mga kapatid ko. At the same time, my heart is yearning for Clyde.

I don't know. I really feel like I'm deeply inlove with him. All the small gestures, lovemaking, the way he held me when we are together like its the most natural thing to do. Until now, hindi ko alam kung ano ang tunay na estado ng relationship namin. I guess we are still friends with benefits. As much as iyon ang gusto kong isipin, iba ang gusto ng puso ko.

Paano ba mapapagsabay ang ganitong pakiramdam? I feel like I can't be this happy dahil marami pa akong problema na kailangang unahin. But being with Clyde can help me ease all the tension and worries deep inside me. I wish I could just think that we are just friends pero mahirap kung alam mo sa sarili mo na mahal mo na siya...

Sharing the food that he brought for today's breakfast, I felt that Clyde is looking deeply at me. I felt sorry that I didn't able to even talk to him hindi gaya ng dati. Everything felt so heavy lately...

"I-I'm sorry. I think I am spacing out--"

"You've been there for me when I feel lonely and alone," he grabbed my hand and held it tight. "Tell me what's wrong."

I'm speechless. I don't know where to start or what should I tell him.

His free hand caressed my hair. He's now looking at every angle of my face like he's searching for something. "You can tell me what bothers you."

I felt the urge to cry. I sigh deeply to fight the tears from falling. "Okay lang ako..."

"Why you keep on hiding things?" he asked tenderly while still caressing my hair. "I know you've been thinking a lot. And please, I want to help you like the way you helped me."

"I just don't want to bother other people about my problems..."

"And I'm here for you." He looked at my eyes deeply. "Tell me."

I gripped on his hand that has been holding me. "I-I need extra income..."

I decided to confide everything to him. He's been silently listening to everything.

Clyde.

I never felt this happy before.

This is weird for sure. But the fact that Ren opened up everything to me, the feeling of being trusted by her that she shared all her problems with me. And I honestly didn't expect that at her young age, he needs to experience something this heavy.

I already know about her mother's condition. But I didn't know about all the small details about her family. She just mentioned before that their father left them and didn't even give them any financial support.

I guess I am lucky that I worked really hard to be able to achieve this status I have in the society. And now I am seeing the harsh reality that not everyone can be as lucky as I am no matter how hard they work for a living.

"I have a suggestion..." after telling her whole story, I decided to tell her an idea that I've been thinking for a while. "I'll help you to sell those lovely paintings that you are doing."

She looked shock. Honestly, I can just give her the financial support that her family will need. But I am aware that this is Ren I am talking about. She doesn't want to bother anyone with her problems.

"I know a lot of people that will enjoy them." I kissed her cheek. "I can help you about that."

"A-Are you sure?" she started to cry once again. "I-I really don't know where to sell my paintings. I don't have confidence and besides I don't know if there's any value for those..."

"What are you talking about? They are all lovely," I wiped her tears.

One time while she was sleeping, I saw lots of stuff covered with cloth and my guess was right. She does paint and they are all looking sophisticated. I know that they'll sell good.

"I'll help you about that as soon as possible," I assured to her. "All you can do for know, after your work, is to check the paintings that you think we can sell. I'll visit you again tomorrow night and let's take a picture of them."

She cried hard.

"You're such a crybaby," I teased her and she smiled. "I love seeing you smile, Ren."

I still don't know exactly why I got attracted to her. Aside from her physical traits and the sexual drive we have when we are together, there's something about her that I can't just leave...

I suddenly see the determination in her eyes, like she made up her mind about something.

"Thank you, Clyde... I will do my best," she smiled at me. It was the sweetest smile that I know I will not get tired of seeing. And I want to bring it to her. Always.

Korina and I talked recently. I have to leave that aside. For now, I will help Ren. I want her to feel that she's been an amazing person for being this strong, and for being the person who had been here to satisfy me.

Ren.

 I need to be strong.

Clyde offered his help so I could earn something. I don't know yet if this will work but I wanna leave everything on his hands right now. I am worried but I need to rely and trust him.

I am currently thinking what should I do with the paintings when I felt his hand caressing my right thigh. I gasp and look at him.

He kissed my right ear and whispered, "sorry, but I really want to feel you again..."

I felt all my nerves being so alive as he licked and sucked my earlobe with his fingers now playing on top of my panties. He then carried me on the sofa, he seated and he placed me on his lap with my back facing him.

He spread my legs and his right hand went inside my panties and played my clit. I arched my back. "C-Clyde..."

"Hmm?" he then started to untie my rob and with my breasts now exposed, he gently squeezed my left breast.

I grinded on top of him. I need him inside me. "C-Clyde... I need you..."

He chuckled. "I know, baby." I felt him removing his boxers and he entered his hardness inside me.

"Ahh!"

He kissed me hard, letting our tongues share a slow dance on our mouths as I grind on top of him while his hands are playing with my clit and caressing my breast.

"You feel so damn good," he groaned. I feel like both of us will reach the peak soon.

He grinded his cock real fast this time. With our moans and sound of our wet kisses and bodies slapping at each other, I reached my orgasm and cried his name.

"Fvck, Ren..." he thrust fast and he then removed himself inside of me as he let his juice flow out.

Still on top of him, I felt his arms around my waist. I felt him kissed my right shoulder before resting his face. "You are an amazing woman, and you are mine."