When I got home, everything seemed to be a disaster. My mom was gone, most likely on what she calls a 'date', I had a stack of homework, an essay due in two days, and to top it all off, I couldn't get Ashton out of my head. It was like a bad dream. I would be walking down the hall to my room and suddenly I have images of me and Ashton sitting in my room, maybe laying on the bed snuggled up to each other. After awhile, I just started to hurt myself.
And here's where I am now, in my room almost asleep and thinking of Ashton. I sit up, not wanting to fall asleep seeming as its only 4 o'clock. I take out my phone and my headphones, pulling up my music and pressing shuffle. Ironically, the first song to play is Never Let Me Go by Florence and the Machines. And even though he never had me to let go of, I find myself wiping a few tears away. I don't know if its normal, but I cry way to easily at simple things.
Turning off my depressing music, I decide to text Mikayla to meet me at the park by our houses. I put on my sweater seeming as its gotten colder since school ended and made my way to the park finding a swing. I may be 16 but I will never be to old for swings.
"Hey boo" Mikayla announces herself, sitting down on the other swing.
"Hey M" I say, starting to move my legs back 'n forth to swing.
"Something you need to talk about?" she says, copying my motions and swinging herself.
"Not really" I lie. I want her advice on why I'm thinking about Ashton so much but, I can live with out the 'I knew it!' being screamed for 5 minutes straight.
"Come on Chase, you can tell me" she smiled and tried to hug me, but since we were on swings, she lost her balance but didn't actually fall.
"Okay fine. But promise to let me finish before you go all crazy?" I asked. She nodded and pretended to zip her lips.
"Okay well, Ever since lunch today at school, I can't really get Ashton out of my head. It's like he's taken up every little inch and that's all I think about. Ashton. Ashton. Ashton. I swear I'm going insane..." I finished my mini rant and looked at Mikayla who had a smirk on her face.
"What?" I asked. She always gets that look when she's up to something, but she's not...as far as I know.
"Oh sweet little Chase, you're in love" What!? I only know his name, how am I in love?
"No. No I'm not" I shook my head, completely taking that possibility out. I'm not in love with him. It's a crush at the most. . .right?
"Oh wake up and smell the gay hun...you like him, maybe love him, and I'm pretty sure he likes you" Mikayla said starting to swing again. Ok, maybe I like him, but that doesn't mean he likes me. Either way, he's defiantly not for me. He's a bad boy, I'm a little innocent boy. It'll never work.
"Chase, you could never hate me, right?" Mikayla said looking up from her phone which went off a few seconds ago. Oh great, what did she do now?
"I could never hate. I just won't talk to you for a few days" she nodded
"Ok, I can live with that. I gave Ashton your phone number" and with that, she jumped off the swing set and ran towards home.
SHE DID WHAT?! Are you kidding me?!
Ugh complete fml!
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My Innocence (boyxboy) {underage}
Novela JuvenilI've been told my whole life about how 'innocent' I am and to not let any one 'take away my innocence'. I never really got what that meant until I met him. Ashton Miller. He was our new 'bad boy' in town. We never spoke one word to each other, but I...
