All For You (Tony Perry)

Not again ..

*Tony's POV*

Ever since the day she ran out of In-N-Out burger she hasn't spoken to anyone & to be honest I was beyond worried. It's been almost 6 weeks & not a word from her, she just .... Disappeared .

Jordan & the guys said they haven't talked to her since then either , they've tried texting & calling her and asking her friends if they spoken to her , looking for her all day & night, waiting to see if she does go back to her & Jordan's place.. I don't understand why she left, I mean what made her that terrified she just ran ? She whispered something but I didn't hear her cause Jaime's talking & next thing I know she's gone...

Things haven't been the same since she left, Her band, me & the guys had all changed moods .

Oh yeah & my depression & anxiety has started back up again.. She was the person keeping my happiness going & now she's gone.. I wanted to give in so many times but I promised her I would keep them & I am !

I just hope she's okay....

"Hey Tone ? Any word yet ?" Jaime asked sitting next to me, I just shook my head 'no' & he sighed.

Tay was Jaime's fast new best friend & he was just broken after that day, he isn't the same happy person he's always been, it was terrible to see him hurt, I've seen him hurt enough over me .. He doesn't deserve this ..

"Tony... I miss Tay" Jaime said and I could tell he was trying not to cry,

I just put my arm around him and sighed "Me too man... I really cared about her." I said sadly

"Do you still love her?" He asked looking me in the eyes with some hope, his eyes were red and glossy like he's been crying. He had bags under his eyes from countless nights of searching for her. "Of corse man, she meant so much to me.... Still means a lot to me.."

RING RING RING

"Hime time speaking." He said with sadness filling his voice ,

There was a long pause and then Jaime ran to the hall closet and then came back to the living room and threw my vans & my key street crew neck at me .

"Vic called, he said Tay went back to Jordan's today... She's asleep now but if we get there now we can talk to her." Jaime said rushing to put his shoes on, I did the same and we ran to the car and headed to Tay & Jordan's place.

*At Tay & Jordan's house*

As we got inside we saw everyone there,

Cameron, Mike, Rob, Vic & Mike were all sitting in the living room just staring at random spots in the room until I cleared my throat and they all stood up and gave me sadden looks

" Hey man.." Vic barley spoke

"Hey." I replied,

Jordan came down the stairs looking white as a ghost, I'm guessing he talked with Tay. Everyone else stood up and surrounded Jordan waiting for him to tell us something "We'll uhh, Tay is awake now . She's fine, no damage or anything to her. " he tried to chuckle out but we could tell he was broken on the inside

"Why did she leave ?" I asked finally looking up from my feet, everyone shot looks at each other like they knew except Jaime.

"Is someone gonna tell me or what ?!" I raised my voice, I'm getting annoyed with the silent treatment & with this trying to protect me bullshit.

"Maybe you should to ask her yourself...." Rob finally said breaking the silence ,

I ran upstairs and went straight to her room carefully opening the door.

Tay was laying in bed watching Ninja Turtles in a big shirt & short with her hair in its natural state, I'm guessing she didn't notice I was in the room till I closed the door behind me

"Tony ...." She said and sat up immediately and I could see that the guilt had finally hit her.

"why..." I croaked out

"Tony, you don't understand... Please let me explain wh--"

"WHY WHAT ?! Why you just left me YOUR BOYFRIEND, YOUR BAND & YOUR BEST FRIENDS WITHOUT TELLING US A WORD !!! Tay you've been gone for 6 weeks , 6 long terrible weeks just searching for you , having Jordan call me in the middle of the night crying asking if you came to my house, 6 weeks of Jaime crying on my shoulder saying 'Why hasn't Tay came back ? My best friend is gone !' 6. Weeks." I spat back at her , I know I'm yelling but I'm just so upset & hurt that she did this

" CAN YOU PLEASE JUST LET ME EXPLAIN ?! " She got up from her bed and yelled , I just stood there and adjusted my hat brushing my hair back in it

" That day at In-N-Out when I ran you wanna know what I saw ? I saw Craig. The guy that almost beat me to death, made me feel worthless, the guy that made me almost kill myself because he said ill never be good enough at anything !! I ran because I knew he'd just try and get me back for getting him in jail!! " she yelled at me again and got closer in my face

" I get that Tay but you could of told me ! I was your boyfriend !! I'd go through anything to protect you but you didn't let me !!" I spat and at this point we were in each others faces furious" Guys what's going on ?!" Jaime yelled and knocked on the door trying to get in, I locked it cause I just wanted her & I to talk with no interruptions .

" We're fine Jaime... Please just go downstairs" I barley spoke and backed up from Tay , I put my back against the door and slid down putting my face in my hands & broke down.. I don't care that I'm crying in front of her , it just hurts to know that someone you thought you loved just left you & comes back randomly .

"Tony.... Please stop crying .... Please .." She whimpered out through tears getting closer to me,

"Stop... I-I-I ca-ant...." I tried saying my sentence but I couldn't breathe, I was shaking bad & everything was closing in on me,

I was having an anxiety attack & I needed help now. "Tony ?? What do you mean ?!" She said trying to get me to look at her, everything was going by so fast

"..ca--call ...Jaime ..... Now." I barley whispered . Her eyes grew and she nodded helping me to her bed away from the door

"JAIME !! GUYS HELP !" Was the last thing I heard before I blacked out..

*Jaime's POV*

"Wow..." I sighed out as I ran my hand through my hair and sat back on the cough, the yelling from Tay's room had finally stopped , the guys were scared that Tony was gonna hurt her but he'd never do that..

Tony's a good boy..

"JAIME !! GUYS HELP!!!" Tay yelled running down the stairs crying, we all got up and rushed to her "Where's Tony?" I asked

She was crying and tried talking " he-he- we were talking & then he started crying and like sat down next thing I knew it he was saying 'I can't... Call Jaime now.' Then he blacked out idk what's wrong with him !!!" By that point I had pushed through everyone and ran upstairs to see my best friend pale as a ghost passed out on the bed,

His anxiety must have really hit him hard or something...

"Tony buddy, come on get up" I said while trying to get him up but he wouldn't budge, I checked to make sure he was breathing but he was barley here ,

The guys were at the door asking me if he's ok , I knew he wasn't...

"Call 911 NOW" I yelled to no one in particular ....

"Come on buddy , don't leave hime-time just yet .. I just got Tay back.. You can't go either .." I croaked out through tears holding Tony close to me..

This can't be happening to me again...

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;-; omfg... Well I hope this didn't suck,

-XOXO CRYSTAL !