All For You (Tony Perry)

The Best of Friends We'll ALWAYS Be.

**Tony's POV**
I had just finished having breakfast with my mom & Jaimie & My mom was taking Jaime & I back to our house to put my stuff back in my room, Today i got released & to be honest , im fucking terrified. I got use to having someone always watching me eat and making sure i didnt do anything i was suppose to and all the rules there helped me but now i was on my own. I had the freedom to do whatever and no one could stop me. 
Im not saying im gonna give in and go back to that lifestyle, I dont want to. 
Living that way made me misreable and it will just ruined everything i worked so hard for .
I promised Marie,
I promised Debbie,
I promised Vic, Jaime & Mike
I promised My Mom
& I promised myself.
No more living like the old me. It's time to start over.

"Alright Turtle, Here we are.. Home Sweeeeet Hoooooommmeeee" Jaime said singing like the Motley Crue song, typical silly Jaime. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes for a second.. This is really happening..
I felt a hand on my leg and opened my eyes to see my mom smiling at me
"Tony it's okay, You can do it." She said reasuring me and i nodded. I slowly opened the door and stepped out of the car, 
Wow i missed my house..
My mom came to my side and just hugged me and i hugged her back "I really wish i was able to spend more time with you baby but i gotta get to work before noon." She said as her face grew in dissapointment , i just hugged her "Dont worry mom, its okay. How about you come over around 6 for dinner with us ?" i asked and Jaime nodded in excitement.
Her face lit up and she nodded "alright ! Sounds great !!" She kissed my cheek and went back in her car . "I'll see you boys later & Tony... It's great to have you back"  i smiled at her and she proceeded to drive away.
"ALRIGHT . Ready to head in our casa bro ?" Jaime said and grabbed my suitcase
"Yup ... i am" i smiled and grabbed my backpack and guitar. He got his keys and unlocked the door and i couldnt help but smile as we walked inside. It looked just like i left it 6 months ago, excpet more messier... Nice Jaime... 
"OH MY GOD IT FEELS GOOD TO BE HOME !" I yelled and ran to my room throwing my backpack, guitar case, shoes & pants off and throwing myself on my bed embracing my room sent. What ?! You would too if you were gone for 6 months !! I could Jaime laughing from down the stairs on my reaction to being home but i didnt care.
"Woooaaah Tone, you havent even been home fore 5 minutes and you're already pantsless" he said through laughs. i just shrugged and decided to go to the kitchen, 
I opened the fridge to see a bunch of Naked juice... oh my god im in heaven.. i grabbed the Green Machine one and started chuggin it, i turned around to see Jaime looking at me wierdly
"What ? " i asked looking at myself
"Nothing man, just glad you're home" 

** 2 hour time lapse**
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

"JAIMEEEE, DOOOOOOOOOOR" I yelled from the couch, he peeked in the living room from the kitchen and gave me the ojo (eye) 
"Jeeez , that center made you lazier then you were before" i just laughed and continued watching Step Brothers. "TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONYYY !!!" i was about to get up when the Fuentes brother grabbed me and tackled me to the floor hugging , kissing me and talking in a mexican lady's voice about how much they missed,
"OH HOW GREAT IT IS TO BE HOME HUH" I yelled fulled of sarcasum to Jaime as he started taking pictures of us on the floor. They both laughed and finally got up and helped me up as well.
"So man how does it feel to finally be home ?" Mike said 
"Great man, i can do whatever i want now and now that im better im actually starting to be more happy, life is just better now" i smiled and the guys did too. 
"Guys, i was in a really dark place and i let everything get to me.. I didnt think the not eating would get that serious, i just thought that i wasnt accepted and ever since my dad ive just gone down hill and.... I honestly thought and really wanted to die.." I took a quick look at Jaime and he was already crying... i felt my heart shatter, he's my best friend and i dont like to see him hurt especially over me. He had the biggest heart and it hurts to see him like this.
"The day i woke up in the hospital i was upset. I was upset that i wasnt dead, i was upset that i had to live another day with judgement or knowing i wasnt pleasing everyone. The day i was taken to the center by my crying mom was the day i knew i really needed to change and today having Jaime cry over this proves that people really do care about me & i dont want to hurt the people i love anymore. im ready to make all of you proud to be friends with me ."
By the time i finished talking Jaime was crying his eyes out with his hand in his head while Mike and Vic were rubbing his back to calm him down, i got up where i was and sat down in front of him so i could look under to see his face 
"I promise im not going anywhere Jaime, the old me is gone. The new me is ready to live life with his best friends and live our dream." He just looked at me and smiled with tears still falling down his cheek and hugged me tight.

** 2 WEEK TIME LAPSE**
"Hey bro Mike & i are gonna go with our girls for the night and im not sure where Jaime is but you sure about being here alone till he does get back ?" Vic asked as i was laying in bed watching Family Guy .
"Yes dude im ok, just go with yo ladies !" I laughed and shoed them away but Vic came and sat on the bed 
"Whaaaaaaaat Victor ?" i whined
"Have you eaten today Tone ? " He asked staring at me hard, i tried to ignore him and keep watching tv but then Mike turned it off 
"Hey ! i was watching that !" I yelled 
"yeah.. WAS." Mike said emphazising was "Don't avoid the question, Have you eaten today ?" Mike asked getting upset... Truth is i havent in but it's only been today i swear, i just wasnt hungry .
"..no..." i whispered and Mike look dissapointed
"ima call Jaime..." Mike barley whispered out and left the room, fuck now he's gonna rush home from Jessica's to make sure i eat..
"Tony you promised..." Vic said staring at the floor
"Vic please believe me when i say it was only today, i just wasnt hungry today ! I was gonna eat when--" 
"When what ?! When we find you nearly dying on the floor in Jaime's basement again ?!?!" Vic cut me off and yelled.. i just had my eyes wide open, Vic isnt the type to yell at people so it was shocking
"You know Jaime still has nightmares about that day we found you like that ?! He'll call me crying after he checks up on you while you sleep that he's just really scared you're gonna fall into that habbit again ! He was depressed the whole 6 months you were in that center and the most he smiled or laughed was when you were aloud to come eat with us a month before you were released !" Vic was on the verge of tears by this point, i just stayed quiet and let all that sink in... Im such a terrible friend to them and i really dont deserve these caring friends , i dont do anything for them except cause problems..

Mike walked in and rubbed the back of his neck " Jaime said he's on his way home now.. Vic ? You still wanna go ?"  he just looked and me and mouthed 'Please eat, for Jaime.' and left the room.
"I heard what he told you.." i just looked at Mike waiting for him to yell at me too
"He wasnt lying about anything Tone. He wasnt telling you to make you feel like shit either, We just all love you especially Jaime. He's your best friend and all he wants is you happy and healthy. He really cares about you." i sighed and looked at the picture of Jaime & I in our old band in high school on my night stand. We looked soo diffrent haha.
"I just feel like i dont deserve you guys cause all this bullshit i caused.." Mike just hugged me, it's rare for him to show affection to anyone but when he does that means he really cares..
"Trust me Tone, the only thing you cause us is happiness. You're our turtle " I chuckled at that last part

"TONY ! GET DOWN HERE NOW" I heard Jaime yell from downstairs and Mike gave me a scared look . "Fuck im in trouble Mike...." He just laughed and pulled me out of bed
"Remember, he just cares."
I nodded and we both walked down stairs to red eyed Jaime, damn he's probably been crying
"What's up dude ?" i asked , he walked up to me with his fist balled up like he was gonna hit me 
"Go fucking eat now" he said in my face with venom in each word and walked to the living room...
Vic and Mike just looked at each other and said they had to go.. 
I know i need to face Jaime sooner or later.
I went to the kitchen and decided to order some pizza for Jaime & I, i knew he was pissed but hey doesnt pizza solve everything ?
Well... to Jaime it does.
within 15 minutes the door bell rang , i walked to the front and payed the guy the money and he gave me the pizza... mmmmm ive been wanting pizza..
i put the 2 boxes on the dining table and grabbed 2 plates then place 3 slices of pizza on Jaime's plate and 3 on mine. I was pretty hungry tbh. I grabbed 2 soda's from the fridge and went to the living room to find a cooled off Jaime giggling to Wayne's World.
"Hey bud, i brought some pizza for you" I said trying to make him talk to me , he just looked at me and saw that i had 2 plates and a sadden smile came upon his face "Are you gonna eat too ?" 
I nodded and sat next to him on the couch, he took his plate and started eating as did i.
We just sat there eating and watching Wayne's World untill he spoke " You know i wasnt gonna hit you Tone, I just want you to eat everyday and be ok. I dont want you to go back to that center ever again... im sorry i yelled and got in your face.." He said in a sad tone, "Dont worry about it man, i know you just care." He smiled and nodded
"Hey what do you say we go out and about in town tomarrow ? Just the two of us and just hang out like old times ! Who knows maybe you'll find a lady " Jaime winked and jumped from his spot.
I just laughed and shook my head "A lady interested in me ? You're funny bro but sounds great ! Im down !" He looked at me in disbelief 
"TONY YOU'RE A BEAUTIFUL MAN COVERED IN SICK ASS TATTOO'S  ! WHO WOULDNT WANT YOU ! SHOOOT I WANT YOU." I bursted out laughing and threw my plate at him 
"Shut up man ! This is why our nieghboors think we're gay for each other !" He just laughed and picked our trash up to throw it away.
"Alright dude, im gonna head to bed. im sleepy as fuck " i said and stretched 
"Kay kay ! We're leaving early tomarrow anyways so get your beauty sleep Turtle !" 
i nodded and went up stairs to my room and took my sweats off that Tay from We Are The In Crowd gave me when she came to visit me last week and my shirt and climbed into bed.


Tomarrow will be fun with Jaime..



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YAAAAY I finally updated ! 
Sorry guys i went to Warped Tour saturday which was amazing omfg i saw so many bands and met Tonight Alive (My 2nd favorite band) and broke down crying. Jenna called me beautiful and Whakaio gave me the biggest hug ever <3 They're all just so nice in general tbh !
& Sunday i slept all day till ike 2 resting from Warped then went to see my new baby niece and visit my brothers i havent seen in a while.
Then today i was babysitting and doing online shopping for school and also doing something i was required to due for court that needs to be turned in by the 14th... 
BUT YEAH . I hope this chapter was good, dont worry ! Next chapter will be when i introduce a new character c; 
Stay tuned !! 

-XOXO Crystal !