All For You (Tony Perry)

Here To Stay

*Tay's POV*

"What's taking Tony so long ?!" i said as i was eating, he had been upstairs for 10 minuets... 

Jaime came down and looked confused "Didnt Tony come back down ?" he ask and i shook my head 'no' "He never came back down .." i said, Jaime sat down on the other end of the table and sighed "Tay, you think it's wrong of me for ignoring him ? "

"Honestly Jaime, it kinda is. Tony know and completly understands that what he did was wrong but the poor guy has been through enough as it is and you ignoring him is honestly really hurting him.. Im not trying to make you feel like shit cause i know you're just concered about his well being and you too went through alot while this was going on with him but really he is still broken and needs us to fix him back up, especially you. You're his best friend...." Jaime was just sitting there biting his lip and holding back his tears, he just sighed and went back upstairs. 

Hopefully to talk to Tony.

*Jaime's POV*

Tay was so right, i needed to talk to Tony cause he needed us.. 

I was walking back upstairs and right when i was about to knock on Tony's door untill i heard him start singing.

I've been obviously on the verge of a mental breakdown this week

Stuck between your dirty sheets and back-lit memories

And I've been putting off things like getting my shit out of your apartment

I've been making up excuses about the things that you might need

And I've been trying to find out where everyone's been

But they're nowhere and I'm nothing

And I've been trying to stay as busy as I can

I finally broke on Christmas Eve

In an Outback Steakhouse bathroom while my family ordered for me

Haven't been losing sleep, no I pass out almost instantly

The bad dreams get worse every week

I think I'm losing a little of me

I'm getting better, but it's in small steps

I'm working on sleeping on the left

I just can't blame New York for this

And so I'm down again, but this time it's different

I'm mourning something that I miss

And that's better than being hopeless

I'm counting back on all my mistakes

From the back of the cop car where you told me you loved me

'Cause after that night, I got scared and I'm sorry

But hey, what can I say?

And I've been trying to find out where everyone's been

But they're nowhere

I'm still nothing

And I've been trying to find old friends

I'm getting better, but it's in small steps

I'm working on sleeping on the left

I just can't blame New York for this

And so I'm down again, but this time it's different

I'm mourning something that I miss

And that's better than being hopeless

It's getting weird to think

About the house on Manson Street

And how neither of us live there

It's probably empty

She watches Breakfast at Tiffany's, it calms her completely

I guess Sarah Marshall does the same for me

It's nothing when she's leaning on me and saying she's sorry

I'm obviously on the verge of a mental breakdown this week

I'm getting better, but it's in small steps

I'm working on sleeping on the left

I just can't blame New York for this

And so I'm down again, but this time it's different

I'm mourning something that I miss

And that's better than being hopeless.

I peaked in his room to see him on the balcony, tears freely falling from his eyes as he set his guitar back down . He finally noticed me and his eyes grew big 

"Woah uhh.... i-uh.. When did you get here ?" he asked and tried avoiding eye contact with me and sat on the bed still facing the open doors to his blacony, i walked into his moonlight lighten room and sat on the empty space next to him. I looked at him and i saw a tear roll down his cheek.

"Tony.. Im sorry, for everything." i said finally breaking the silence "It's fine , i understand why you didnt wanna talk to me." he said still not looking at me

"Tony i just dont want to ever see you go back to how you use to be, i was so close to losing you and i dont want that to happen ever again." 

silence.. he was just looking outside where you could see the pool and his tears rolled down his cheek. "It's fine..." he barley said and then turned to me " Promise you wont send me back to the clinic, i dont wanna be away from everyone again... I'll miss yall too much.." he cried out and i just nodded as my best friend threw himself into my arms sobbbing for this life.

"i promise Tone..."

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Just needed to put something up in this story, sorry its short but yeah c:

I am working on 2 new stories also !

Give Me Your Heart (Fuenciado) 

& Me WITH You (All I Ever Wanted) [JALEX]

Please check them out and my Mike Fuentes fan fic (Let's Give Love Another Chance) if you havent already c:

Thank you all who are reading !(:

-C