Our Love Story

Journal Entry 11 (almost our 2 month)

I'm fucking done. I got a message... from a guy I didn't even know. Saying...
"Are you and Kellin dating?"
When I asked why and who they were... they said
"I'm his boyfriend"
My heart stopped. I thought It was a prank.. I asked for proof. Man did I get it. Messages...a shit ton. I was crying so much. We were so happy. Why? Fist I texted Kellin saying we needed to talk....then I called him when we got out of school because he wasn't there that day....all I got was voicemail. I left one crying. after maybe calling once or twice I got a text saying.
"Leave me alone."
I couldn't handle it.
Why can't I get it through my thick skull that all peoe want to do is hurt me? He didn't reply until the next day...asking to be friends. He "didn't mean to hurt me."
I don't know if I can. I put so much into that relationship. I was...happy. Now I'm alone. I'm not tutoring him anymore...I can't.