If you could see me now(girlxgirl)(Lesbian Story)

Part 25

Author's POV

Today is Valentine's day and also Family Day for the school. Amber might have dreaded this day but she also gained a family which loves her. Also, today is the recital in which Group A which is Kai's group is already done performing, the audience are amused how could it be called a song or piece if it was that awful. next was Group B which was better than the first and lastly Amber's group. They managed to get a standing ovation for a job well done. (I recommend you to listen to the song Star Sky by Two Steps from hell. The voice sounds like Taeyeon) She was rewarded by praises and thanked them. Amber has to stay at the stage for her solo performance as the top of the students.

Amber's POV

(Oh if you could see me now)

(Oh if you could see me now)

It was February 14 Valentine's Day

The roses came but they took you away

Tattooed on my arm is a charm to disarm all the harm

Gotta keep myself calm but the truth is you're gone

And I'll never get to show you these songs

Dad you should see the tours that I'm on

I see you standing there next to Mom

Both singing along, yeah arm in arm

Today was when I lost my brother physically and this day was the last straw to lose my parents' love for me.

Now there are days when I'm losing my faith

Because the man wasn't good he was great

He'd say "Music was the home for your pain"

And explain I was young, he would say

Take that rage, put it on a page

Take the page to the stage

Blow the roof off the place

I'm trying to make you proud

Do everything you did

I hope you're up there with God saying "That's my kid!"

Its true, I did everything to make them proud but it was never enough. I used writing as a way to live, to put my pain on the paper, to not feel it. I wish they would be proud of me.

[Chorus:]

I still look for your face in the crowd

Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)

Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow

Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)

(Oh if you could see me now)

If you could see me now would you recognize me?

Would you pat me on the back or would you criticize me?

Would you follow every line on my tear-stained face

Put your hand on a heart that was cold

As the day you were taken away?

I know it's been a while but I can see you clear as day

Right now, I wish I could hear you say

I drink too much, and I smoke too much dutch