I. Denying My Love (Damon Salvatore FF)

T h i r t e e n

Patricia's P.O.V

I came back to Klaus, and I saw Stefan.

I stood there in shock as I watched him drink from so many blood bags.

Klaus is trying to make Stefan the Ripper again, oh I have a very bad feeling about this.

"Oh, Patricia, love. I'm surprised you came back. So, we better get going, Ripper?" Klaus said looking at me with a pleased smile, before turning to Stefan. Stefan looked at me with... emotionless eyes, but I can feel that there is always love in his heart. 

Because he wouldn't have done this if he didn't love his brother. 

I'm a witch and I don't judge, I know.

We looked at Klaus and nodded in agreement. As if we have a choice.

"Well then, let's go." Klaus said walking to the door and walked out as we followed. We got into his car and took off. 

After an hour or so on, we arrived at a warehouse. There were several huge containers. Klaus opened one and.... coffins... 4 coffins... What the?

I just sat on a bench outside. Well, Klaus trusts me. Or else I'll kill him. Kidding.

Klaus is a bad guy ,but I know he can be changed. Not by things, not by places but by someone. I'll try to find out who, so Klaus can be good again. No not again. Oh, whatever. I just waited.

"Oh, love. Why so glum? Let's go. We're done here. There's a very long ride." Klaus said while offering his hand to me. I took it and he smiled. 

He led us on his car and made Stefan drive. Klaus and I are on the back seat. He put his arm on my shoulder as I put my head on his chest. 

I can imagine Damon from here. I miss Damon. 

Damon. Damon. MY DAMON. 

With my love in my mind, I fell asleep in Klaus's arms.


Klaus P.O.V

I don't know. 

What is with this girl? 

Why do I feel different when I'm around her? Is she that special? 

I'm a vampire. We don't feel. We don't care. Lastly, we don't love. 

We're gonna be weak if we do that. Those are vampires' weaknesses. 

Patricia Gilbert. Such a lovely name for a lovely person.

She is sleeping in my arms now. I can feel Stefan's eyes on us while he is driving. Fire in his eyes. Is he jealous? Or is he mad because he knows that I'm attracted with his brother's girl?

I looked at the girl on my chest. She looks so peaceful, so beautiful. She resembles Katerina, acts like Katerina, talks like Katerina, but she loves, cares, thinks in her own ways. That made me like her more.... Like? Like? I like her?!! 

But seriously, her own ways like that, makes people happy with no effort. I like her for that.

I moved some of her hair out of her beautiful face. I can now see her flawless face. I smiled at this view. I kissed her head and looked at the window. I held her tight like I didn't want to let her go.


Stefan's P.O.V

While Klaus is enjoying his time with Patricia in his arms, I glared at him. I felt a pang of jealousy.

What? No! 

I love Elena. I love Elena. I love Elena. I love Elena. I love Patricia. I love Patri- what?! 

I can feel fire on my eyes while looking at them. I'm just angry because Klaus is flirting with my brother's girl right?

'No. You like her. You're jealous.' A voice in my head said. I shook it off. 

This is stupid.

I continued driving with a frown until Klaus made me stop on a farm house like, out of nowhere. He put Patricia gently on the back seat and put pillow on the back of her head. 

Is this his good side? Does he like Pat too? Another competitor?! What?! 

Klaus and I walked to the house. 

You know what usually Klaus does. He threatened the owner of the house. I rushed outside the front door and waited. The door quickly opened and a woman appeared. She was shocked to see me.

"Can you please invite my friend in?" Klaus said with threatening eyes. "Or I'll just kill this girl." He added. The woman quickly did what he say.

Klaus asked them questions. At first they hesitated to answer but at last they answered.

"Ripper, I'll take care of this. You on that." Klaus said and bit on the girl. I looked at the woman and vamped my face out. She screamed and I bit her hardly. I can't let Patricia see me like this. When I'm a ripper, I unconsciously rip people's heads off.

After a few minutes, I finished and as I said.... I ripped the girl's head off. I put it back but it kept on sliding. Stupid, but I was desperate and guilty.

Klaus and I came back to the car with Patricia still sleeping peacefully. I'll admit she is genuinely beautiful while sleeping and even awake. She's like an angel. Damn it, Stefan.

Klaus and I traded places. 

Now, I have Patricia's head on my lap. I looked at her. 

I know how my brother fell in love with this girl so easily. Her appearance, she is like Elena and Katherine. But on the inside, she can be nice and she can be dangerous too. She is.... like an adventure... full of excitement. She is always stunning. 

What can I do? It's the truth. Nothing but the truth. 

Can you blame me? I think I'm falling for this girl. My brother's girl.

No! No! No! 

What the heck! I can't.

Stop this dumbness, Stefan! Wake up, this is not right.

 I looked at her face again.

Shit. Whenever I look at her beautiful face. I just.. Fall and fall and fall in love again. 

That's it. I spilled it out. Now. Stop asking. Or I'll rip you to shreds.

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Revised on 02.07.20

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