I currently was sitting in the bunker's dungeon groaning ever so slightly. Tears rolled down my face as I sat there alone and cold in that dark room. I felt strange almost as if I was gaining a sense of humanity and a new sense on what others assumed were my actions. Honestly I was terrified at what the brothers did to me. I looked around the room trying to find answers as to what was wrong with me and why I was here but only came up with nothing. As time moved on I noticed no movement was being made through out the bunker which lead me to assume that no one was home.
" Why am I the one that has to sit here and suffer through this?" I muttered softly. Two decisions were left before me and neither of them I was to keen on. Option A: wait until the brothers return and find out what they did to me or Option B: pray. Both options didn't have the best outcomes for me, but I was desperate. I cried out as waves of new sensations erupted through out my body causing me to break down into tears yet again. My body shaking as I quickly made my decision. Looking up towards the ceiling of the room I took a moment to think about what I decided to do then proceeded to pray.
" Lord, please help me. I'm lost and confused about whats happening to me. Please I just want to know." My voice began to shake as I spoke. "I'm sorry for my past transactions and I'm sorry for the pain I caused but please just show me what's wrong with me." My eyes couldn't stay open any longer and my voice gave out short after only to produce inaudible sobs. The sound of wings filled the room only for a brief moment. My puffy (e/c) eyes looked up to see a man standing there before me in a trench coat. He gave me a stern frown before revealing an angel blade.
" Who are you and why do you pray demon?" The mans low hostile voice caught me slightly of guard. I sat there for a few moments trying to think of what to say. I glanced back to the man seeing his blue eyes staring at me as his face contorted into confusion.
" My name is (y/n) (l/n) and I prayed because I want to know whats wrong with me. Is that so hard to ask." I cried out once again into the silent room. ' He isn't going to help me. Just give up.' I thought to myself hanging my head as tears streamed down my face.
" (Y/n)...Why are you crying?" He spoke but this time in a lighter tone showing his curiosity. " And I believe I know what's wrong with you." My head shot up as I looked at him with hope in my eyes.
" Please.... angel tell me." My voice rasped as I started to feel a new sensation erupt through my body causing my heart to beat faster. I noticed his features a little more and couldn't help but admire them. He had dark brown hair that was closer to black, and had stubble surrounding his jaw. The one thing that caught my eye was the intensity of his blue eyes and how they stared at me. I started to blush as I realized that i was staring at him.
" I am the angel Castiel." He said softly. " I believe Sam and Dean injected you with human blood." My eyes grew wide in shock and I felt myself shaking my head in disbelief. So many thoughts ran through my head that i hardly recognized that Castiel moved closer to me. He slowly reached his hand towards me almost like he was trying to comfort me but I shook it off.
" Hey Cas, you here?" A deep voice shouted through the house. Panic filled my body as foot steps moved closer. I turn my head to look at Castiel but only see a empty wall. My body started to shake as I heard the doors to the dungeon creaking open revealing three men. Tears streamed down my face when I saw the two Winchesters standing there and Castiel stood behind them adverting his eyes away from me. The tallest of the two stepped forward and gave me a confused look while the older brother looked at me with disgust and hatred.
" Please don't hurt me. I'm sorry." I pleaded looking at them for mercy. The two of them look taken back at my pleas but continued to move closer to me. My body was shaking uncontrollably as I saw a syringe full of a dark red substance come closer to my skin. I felt a sharp pain in my arm causing me to wince as the needle pierced my skin. Screaming in pain as they injected the fluid into my system I couldn't stop the tears streaming down my face. I looked desperately at Castiel sending him my silent pleas hoping he would help me. He only gave me an apologetic look before disappearing leaving me alone with the Winchesters. They questioned me repeatedly over and over again I gave them an honest answer and they didn't believe me. After a few hours of the same answers and questions they got frustrated and left me alone to suffer in silence.
" (Y/n) I'm sorry." I turned my head to see Castiel standing next to me. My heart started to race when i noticed how close he was to me. With out warning I noticed my restraints were gone. He gave me another apologetic look before helping me out of the chair.
" Why are you helping me now?" I gave him a suspicious glance. He just stood there for a while before taking me and giving me a hug. I was shocked at the sudden sign of affection but slowly wrapped my arms around the angel. I looked up to see his blushing face before i pulled away from him.
" I wanted to show you how sorry I am. I was even hoping on having a new friend." His voice sounded nervous and yet hopeful at the same time. He looked at me waiting for my answer.
" I'll be your friend." I smiled at him and he gave a small smile back. Awkward silence took over the room as we stood there. I started to walk around inside the devils trap stretching my legs.
" (Y/n) we can't tell Sam or Dean about this." He looked at me with a stern look in his eyes.
" Wasn't planning on telling them. I don't want you to get in trouble with your boyfriends." I giggled softly as he looked at me with confusion. " So Cas, what do you want to talk about." I stated as I took a seat once again
" Can you teach me more about human behavior?" He asked looking at me.
" Of course I can sweet heart." I smiled as I saw his eyes beaming with excitement. " How about we start with facial expressions." I chuckled softly.
" Okay." Cas agreed watching you as you start to stand up to allow him to sit down.
" Oh I have an idea. Why don't we make it into a game." My voice sounding with excitement.
" So what do I do?" He asked.
" I'll make a face and you guess how I'm feeling then if your right I'll give you a point and if your wrong I'll tell you what it means and I get the point. Who ever has the most amount of point get to choose their prize." I saw the angel raise an eyebrow before agreeing to the terms. The first few expressions Cas knew for example the faces people make when they are happy, sad, and angry. I decided to try a tougher expressions. For this particular expression I needed a little help so I allowed my mind to fantasize about what it would be like to kiss Castiel's lips and what it feel like to just to be in a relationship with him. I adverted my eyes from him blushing deeply as the thoughts cross my mind. He looked at me confused trying to figure out the emotion I displayed. After a few minutes he gave up.
" The emotion is embarrassment. You will normally feel heat rush to your face causing it to gain a redish hue." After a few more hours of making as many facial expressions that existed I tallied the points revealing that I of course won. Honestly I didn't really care if I won I just wanted to help Cas understand human behavior.
" What do you want as a prize?" Cas asked.
" Hmm, how about a slice of pie." A smile spread across my face as the angel conjured up a piece of apple pie. That pie tasted like heaven covered in its sugary splendor. The balance of sugar and cinnamon was perfect and the crust was baked to a golden perfection. Now you have experienced two perfect creations one was a pie that was made just right the second was an angel that you knew you started to fall in love with. After a few minutes of complete silence you heard the boys moving around upstairs.
" (Y/n) hurry up and take a seat Sam and Dean are going to come check on you soon. I promise as soon they go to bed I'll come back." He said with the up most determination. I took a seat and felt the restraints hold me down again. I looked at Cas giving him a small smile before he disappeared. Weeks went by and I started to develop a close relationship with Castiel and each day we saw each other the more I taught him and the more I wanted to tell him how I felt.
" Hey (y/n)." Cas spoke in a gentle tone causing my heart to flutter around like a caged wild bird. He looked at me with a stern expression almost as if he had something he needed to tell me.
" What is it?" I asked feeling my heart leaping out of my chest.
" I feel weird around you. My vessels heart beats faster when I see you. What is this I'm feeling?" He asked genuinely concerned about his well being. I was shocked hearing what he was describing to me.
" That is what humans call love." I gulped slightly.
" Angels can't have relations with a demon." His voice trailed off when he saw the pain I felt when he said those words. I looked down lightly wiping the tears from my eyes. ' Of course an Angel couldn't love a demon. What was I thinking?!' I scolded myself with tears streaming down my cheeks. Cas stepped closer to me as he tried to calm me down.
" Leave me alone Cas." My voice shook as I looked away from him taking my seat in my chair.
" (Y/n) I'm sorry. I didn't mean that. Its just it is forbidden for an angel to mate with a demon." He looked down.
" Well you know what FUCK being a demon and Fuck being and angel. I could careless if I'm the god damn dali lama it doesn't change the fact that I love you." I cried out as I felt my heart breaking into pieces. I refused to look at Castiel no matter how many times he called my name I simple ignored him. I felt Castiel's lips collide with mine and slowly melted into the delicate sensation not wanting end. He started to deepen the kiss by pulling my waist against him. I kissed back with equal amount of passion and lust that had consume the both of us. He picked me up allowing me to wrap my legs around his waist and placing my hands against his neck. His kisses started to trail down my neck causing me to moan softly. We both didn't notice the sound of the large doors opening to show the faces of to shocked Winchesters.
" What the actual hell Cas!" Dean yelled causing us both to pull away in shock. A dark blush crept across all of our faces as we stared awkwardly at each other. Cas refused to let me out of his arms and shielded me from the glares that Dean was shooting at me.
" I'm sorry Dean but I love (y/n) and I'm not going to let you touch her." Cas growled at Dean.
" Well as long as you take responsibility for (y/n) then she can stay in your room." Sam sighed looking at the both of us before letting me out of the devil's trap.
" Thank you Sam !" I thanked him properly with a giant hug.
" What the hell man!" Dean yelled at all of us." What the fuck is wrong with you guys." Before we could hear more of Dean's whining Cas teleported us to his room.
"I love you my forbidden angel." I purred softly.
"I love you too, my greatest sin." He whispered back. We both knew that from now on neither side will accept our relationship. We have become outcasts.
A/N: Hey um sorry if this chapter is bad. I tried. Anyways I will hopefully update more frequently if I dont forget.
