Scarred// Z.M.

Chapter 14. Something Different

Chapter 14. Something Different

Zayn's P.O.V

I woke up really early in the morning to find an empty bed in front of me. I started to panic until I heard the toilet door open. I sighed in relief as Aria stepped out, looking much better, she had changed into her own clothes. I smiled at her warmly "You better now?" I asked.

She just nodded, not even looking at me properly. It hurt, I don't know why but I hurt more than it should. Did she still hate me? This is going to be harder than I thought.

"Why are you here?" She asked quietly, but the harshness in her tone was still quite obvious but I ignored it.

"'Cause I thought you might need someone" I replied, smiling happily at her but she still refused to look at me. Rude much.

"What about Yasmin?" She asked, furrowing her eyes in confusion as she carried on staring at her bed.

I snorted "She doesn't care" I said, without thinking. I kind of regretted saying that because I didn't want to hurt Aria anymore than she already is but it slipped out, I'm so smart. Note the sarcasm.

"What?" Aria said, voice full of shock. She finally looked at me but with sad eyes.

"Um, nothing" I mumbled.

"No! Tell me what did you do?!" She said, glaring at me accusingly. Crap, crap, crap how can she accuse me straight away?!

"I did nothing, she just got jealous when she saw me helping you and staying with you so she just left" I explained calmly, trying not to lose my temper.

"Oh god, this is all my fault. I'm so stupid and selfish and ugh" She said, groaning. She sat on the edge of her bed putting her head in her hands muttering things I couldn't make out.

I walked over to her, crouching down in front of her removing her hands from her face. She stared at me as I looked her in the eyes. "It's not your fault, don't blame your self for things you never did, it's her acting all clingy and jealous so don't blame your self" I paused "I'm sorry"

As soon I said that she sighed, irritated looking away from me "Zayn, stop it. Stop saying things you don't even mean, you say sorry so many times and every time I'm ready to forgive you, you mess up again" She said, crossing her arms refusing to look at me as I just stared at the side of her face.

"Please, I won't mess up. I prom-"

"Don't! Just don't say it because you'll break you 'promises' anyway so don't bother" She said, doing air quotes when she said 'promise'.

"Please, I'll keep it, believe me" I pleaded, grabbing her hands rubbing circles on the back of her hands with my thumb, soothingly.

She closed her eyes, still not facing me and took a deep breath. "Please" I whispered, pleadingly.

She opened her eyes and stared into my eyes again "I have to go" and with that she pulled her hands out of mine and walked out of the room leaving me hurt. It hurt, a lot. What is wrong with me? I sounded so desperate like my life depended on her forgiveness. I have to do something for her, something big, something no one has ever done. Wait maybe not 'cause I don't want to give her the wrong impression like I like her or something because I'm know I don't. I know I don't...Yeah.

Aria's P.O.V

Those fake promised, I'm sick and tired of them. Who does he think I am? I'm not an idiot, I've seen enough in my life to recognise who all the fakes are. I'm sick of him and his fake promises, his meaningless apologies, his act of affection, his heartless acts, his everything. I'm sick of him. I hate him. Yes, I hate him. I can't stand him anymore. I don't care if hate is such a strong word, because I strongly hate him now. He's half the reason I'm like this. I was never so strong, no matter how hard I tried to ignore the negative things in my life it still hurt but I am still strong enough to go through it all.