Scarred// Z.M.

Chapter 13. Life or Death?

A/N Hi again people!!!! Guess who's writing again?!?! MEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! :D Thanks to readers for voting and reading and commenting. I guess I didn't need to put the story on hold sorry for making people upset...if u did get upset lolol anyway...Enjoy! xx

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Chapter 13. Life or Death?

Aria's P.O.V

My vision started to blur as I lay on the cold floor. I felt like I was starting to drift away but I tried to keep myself awake. I tried pushing myself up, but I couldn't so I dragged myself across the floor and tried to reach for the lock but my weak state and pain took over me so my arms fell off the half unlocked door and I fell to the ground, darkness starting to take over, I was drifting. I couldn't hear much until finally I felt a myself lightly tingle under a soothing touch, and a angelic deep voice pleading, pleading like I was his life, all he needed, his love. "Aria, wake up! Please I need you to stay" The sweet voice said.

I heard other voices but I blocked them out, I wanted to only hear his. I had to stay awake for him, I had to live just for him. I wanted to tell him I was ok, that I would be fine, but I wasn't sure myself. All of a sudden my weak side took over me and I drifted away, away from everything, away from him.

Zayn's P.O.V

All of us stood behind the door, trying to open it up. Finally we heard the lock opening then a thud. Yasmin tried to open the door but it wouldn't open. I was starting to get impatient so I tried to kick the door down but it wasn't working. "Zayn, Zayn! Calm down babe!" Yasmin tried soothing, trying to grab my arm but I pulled my arm out of her pathetic unhelpful hold and tried shoving the door open (A/N dunno what u call it, it's the thing ppl do in movies where u use ur shoulder and yh... hehe) , Justin tried as well, first time we were actually helping each other but that's something I didn't have time to think about, I had to get to Aria. I blame myself for everything that's happened to her. It's my fault she cuts, it's my fault she's always so depressed, it's my fault she's having these kind of phases where she hates everything and starts saying stupid things she doesn't mean. Yes, I'm desperate for her forgiveness but It's not like I think about her in that way, or like her in that way, I just want her to know I'm not that much of a monster she thinks I am. I promised I wouldn't hurt her anymore and I broke it. I need to make it up to her.

Finally the door opened and we all ran in to find Aria unconscious on the ground with her wrist bleeding. I gasped and dropped to my knees next to her. I gathered her up in my arms shaking her lightly.  "Aria, wake up! Please I need you to stay" I begged, shaking her again lightly.

 She felt slightly cold in my arms which made me panic but I tried to keep myself calm because the other two were just screaming and shouting like maniacs for her to wake up, if everyone loses their minds she'll die on the spot. "GOD, SHUT UP BOTH OF YOU!" I finally yelled, holding Aria tighter to me.

Both of them finally shut up staring at me, shocked. The jealousy in Yasmin was starting to become very obvious as she tried yanking at my arm to let Aria go but I lightly pushed her away and got up, carrying Aria bridal style. "Yasmin get the car" I ordered.

At first she didn't move but when I gave her a firm look she finally stormed out the door to get the car. Justin was glaring at me but I ignored him.

"Let me carry her" He ordered.

"No" I said simply, without looking back at him I walked out the door.

I jogged down the stairs careful not to hurt Aria. She looked so fragile in my arms, weak, hurt and...Dead. Well, she wasn't dead but her face looked so lifeless. I finally made it outside and I sprinted to Yasmin's car getting into the back. Justin got into the passenger seat next to Yasmin and we were on our way. I kept Aria in my lap, I couldn't let her go. (A/N LA, LA, LA, LALALALALA I JUST CAN'T LET HER GO!!! ;) WHO HEARD IT?!?! LINK ON THE SIDE IF U HAVEN'T!)--->