I'm sorry I'm not good enough
I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted
But this isn't all about me
You can look at yourself as well
No matter how hard I try I can't make everyone happy
So stop coming to me for help
You expect me to fix all your problems
But you wouldn't have any if you wanted to like people
I'm sorry I can't fix you
I can't fix myself
I'm not going to say my depression is from you
But you didn't help
You say I didn't tell you
But I'm sorry you weren't looking enough
When alcohol would go missing and I would wake up with headaches
When the cat was scratching me more than usual
And what about when your prescription medicine would run out before the month was over
Or when I sit in my room with the lights off and a candle lit
I'm sorry you didn't pick up the hints
I'm sorry that this is the end
I'm just tired of apologizing and continuous be treated like shit
But now that I'm gone maybe you will say sorry
YOU ARE READING
You Didn't Even Try
Short StoryWhile writing this it was finals and I finshed early so this is what happened sorry. It started as the first chapter than my friend Erin (@Slendy_117) encouraged me to continue on.