I woke up with this terrible dream about him, I have no idea who HE is or why he is in my dreams every night. It has been forth months since I'd being having this dream almost every other night. I'm not sure how or why i have this dream about him or why I feel what I feel towards a completely stranger that I'm not even sure I should feel.
The Dreams aren't always the same they are ever changing. Sometimes they are just me and this person in a field with this strange but strong feeling that I can not even describe. Is just me and him, without a care in the world, everything just feel perfect until the sky starts to get darker and cold chill air is caressing my skin but even then the only thing I can see is Him. He is everywhere.
He lift his hand to caress my left cheek and rid off of a tear that I'm not even aware that is falling. His touch is so sweet that I feel like melting in his hand, It makes me feel warm, comforted, cared but most of all loved ... and is better, is perfect.
His hand falls out of my face and he starts to retract and walk away from me. I don't know what I did or why, he was just turning around from me, from us it feel like that, but more than that I felt my heart break and is the only thing that my dreams have in common. He always walks away and I always feel like this heartache is so strong, I feel my heart break piece by piece and no matter how much I scream he wouldn't turn back I'm certain he won't come back.
And that's when I always wake up.
The problems here is that my heart is so erratic I cannot fall sleep again because I'm afraid of having another one like that. I have been in therapy but is always the same answer post traumatic stress due my accident six months ago.
It was a car accident or so they told me, I was in a coma for a month and a half. My parents were so worry about me they didn't leave the hospital. It came like a chock when they found out I lost my memories from the last year and a half.
I saw the flash of a look of pity in their eyes but it disappeared just like it came. They seemed happy for me to wake up.
I walked out of my bed heading to take a most necessary shower getting ready for the day. I'm just a normal girl well ... As normal as a witch can be.
Yes, you heard right. I am actually a witch. Mom and dad are also a witch and a warlock and no, we don't live in a castle or practice black magic. Is dangerous.
I had already graduated of Puff high school. Yeah, I know. Great name for a magic school. I'm 22 years old and I'm working in perfectioning my magic spells. I really felt awful to not remember one and half years of my life and sometimes I felt like someone was watching me.
I guess it was because this silly feeling that I'm missing something. I felt half me. I don't know how to described it but I know I'm missing something important, something big, some part of me.
"Dear, are you ready to go training?" called dad for downstairs.
"Yeah, in a minute!" I said finishing getting ready. I walked directly to the kitchen.
"Good morning dear. How are you today?" said mom.
"Good I guess. As good as I can be with a year and a half lost."
"Beth, don't be like that. You know they will come back eventually." said dad.
"Yes, you keep telling me that since I woke up and that was four months ago, I just feel... I just feel I have lost something important to me." I said clenching my chest with my hand "It doesn't felt right, I feel lost."
"Oh Beth!" said mom with that look of pity on her face again.
"Beth, dear, we have to tell you something." dad said.
"Xav you think it's a good idea?" said mom clinging to dad's shirt.
"If I don't tell her now, he will come and tell her, he's been waiting for four months. I don't think I can hold him back any longer."
"Who are you talking about?"
"First sit down."
"Okay." I said eying both of them.
"You didn't have a car accident." dad said.
"What? Wh-how.. What are you talking about!?"
"Dear sit." Mom said with a reassuring smile that did nothing to reassured me.
"You were in a confrontation between Angels and demons. You were trying to save someone, someone really important to you. The two of you had an argument and they took advantage of that to take you with them and make you a bail.
They wanted Gabri... They wanted him and by taking you they have advantage about him. He ... He almost didn't made it in time ... " dad say with a lot of sentiment, "He saved you. He did it indeed and he have being impatient to see you since you woke up but for your own good I have being trying to hold him up. I have been challenging his patient and I think it's time the two of you finally meet."
"And what is he? Where is he? Why didn't he fight more fiercely if I was as important to him as you tell me he was for me?" I say in one rushed breath.
"Dear, you have to understand one thing. If it was for him, he would have being there for you but," mom said glancing at dad "we didn't think it was correct to pressure you to remember something that clearly your mind didn't want you to."
"So we thought that maybe it was better to let you remember all by yourself."
"Then why telling me now?"
"Because we see that look in your eyes, sometimes when you are training or painting. You have that faraway and yearning look that is so heartbreaking that we couldn't handle it anymore and talked with Gabriel that it was time and he told us he would be here today. Actually I think his flight had already arrived."
" His name is Gabriel? Where is he from? Why did he have to flight?"
"Yes, his name is Gabriel and he is from Italy. He lives there."
"Gabriel." I said in a whisper.
"Gabriel, I have to tell you something important." I said.
"And what that would be belle?" he said with that husky voice of him while playing with my hair.
"I think that I might have fall..."
A strong headache took me by surprise "Jesus!" I said holding my head as tightly as possible.
Just then a strong pair of arms wrapped around my back and legs lifting me off the kitchen's stool and into someone's lap.
"It's okay belle. I got you." said that soothing voice that I seemed to recognize. I lifted my head to see who was this person with that magic voice. My breath catched in my throat and I did a half gasp, half squeal for the pain returned with full force in my head.
"Ga... Ga ... Gab.." I try to talk to him.tThe man in all my dreams.
"Hush belle. Just relax amore mio, I'm here now."
And just like that I blacked out to oblivious.
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The Witch's Angel - #JustWriteIt #OnceUponNow
FantasyBeth's has passed for a lot in her life and just as everything was going perfect a terrible misunderstanding and an accident made her lost her memories. She feel something is missing but nobody answer her what is just as she is giving up hope to sto...