If I ever get hit by a car
Thank the man behind the wheel
Because he took me away
From a place I didn't want to be
And if I ever get shot
Tell the man behind the trigger
That he just did what I was
Always too scared to do
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If you did cut last night, I'm still cheering for you
If you did purge last night, I still have faith in you
If you didn't eat last night, you can do it sweetheart
If you couldn't calm down your anxiety, you'll be okay because your strong
If you did let the bullies get to you, your goin to stand up to them one day, I know it
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Me: why is this so fucking hard?
Friend: because you're used to waking up with the feeling of knowing he's yours and you're used to going to sleep knowing that you're gonna have him to wake up to. It's all about what you're used to. You're used to having him, your mind is used to talking to him everyday. It is just like a bad habit, it's hard to quit. But once you do, you'll realize how bad it was for you and how much better you deserve.
