I miss you, i need you, if only you knew the pain I feel when I'm not with you...and I'm thinking about you all day, which never makes the pain go away, the pain I have knowing that this might be my last day, my last breath, that you may be my last kiss, my last love...the pain you put me through, I hope you never have to feel because the pain makes you note any to feel!
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Friend: Why did you try to kill yourself?!!
Me: You told me to be happy...
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I'm told to stay strong,
Keep fighting,
But they don't understand...
I've already lost!!
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I lay I bed,
for hours I the dark,
At night,
Thinking about
Every possible thing
I fucked up in my life...
