My boyfriend is Justin Bieber

the hardest thing

This is the moment that I'm afraid to happen. My birthday. I don't wanna know my mate and especially I don't want to break up with Natalie. It would break mine and her heart. But I have too. For both of us.

My birthday is in two weeks. I woud be over our break up before my birthday comes.

We are here at the park and I will break up with Natalie. I can't but it's for her own good too. I don't want to take her mortality and I want her happy with a human not with me a monster as human calls us.

"Natalie" I said as I hold her hand. I looked at her straight to her eyes.

I can't help but cry.

"I gotta tell you something" I said ignoring the tears that fell from my eyes.

"what's happening Justin? why are you crying?" she asked as she looked at me worried.

"we need to end this relationship"

Natalie's POV

"we need to end this relationship" Justin said.

My body froze as I analyzed what Justin had said. Those words are the last thing I wanna hear from him. Why?

Tears started to fall from my eyes. I broke down and fell to my knees.

"why?" I asked.

"we have too" he said.

"fuck Justin! You don't go and break up with your 5 month long girlfriend and tell her that you have to break up with her!" I yelled at him.

"it's complicated" he said as he rubbed the back of his neck while wiping away his tears.

"tell me the fucking reason!" I yelled.

"I can't" he said.

"is it a girl?! huh Justin?! who is she?!" I iterrogated him.

"it's not a girl" he said "you are the only girl that I love right now" he added.

I finally calmed as I heard what he said.

"then why are you breaking up with me?" I asked calmy.

I was shaking now cause of anger and sadness.

"I can't tell you, I'm sorry"

He went to me and cupped my face. He hold my chin and raised it so I could looked at him in the eyes.

"I love you Natalie and your the only girl that I love like this. I know that you know that but we have to end this. It's for your own good" he said.

"this doesn't make any sense Justin. You're telling me that you love me but then you're breaking up with me" I said.

"it's complicated Natalie. I'm so sorry I can't tell you the reason. I'm forbiden to tell you" he said.

"is the reason for this is more important than our love?" I asked.

He turned and looked away as tears begin to fall to both of our eyes.

"Justin look at me please" I said.

He looked at me. He was sobbing.

"is the reason for this break up is more important than our love?" I asked.

"no and yes" he replied.

"Justin please tell me" I said.

"I can't tell you. Maybe not now" he said.

"maybe?" I asked.

"I don't know. I love you and I'll always will" he said.

"I love you too" I said.

He leaned and kissed me with so much passion. This is the best kissed we ever had. Sadly it will be the last. This is the farewell kiss I guess.

"I will always love you Natalie" he said.

"Justin please" I said.

"we have to end this. I'm sorry" he said.

He walked away and disappeared.