I cried a lot today. I tried to have a shower. I haven't had one in - I don't actually know. I don't remember. Anyway, I tried to take a shower, but I collapsed inside and started crying. It was rather pitiful.
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101 Letters [Brustoff]
FanfictionAfter Denis died, Ben's been left a mess. To cope with the pain, he decides to write letters to Denis. //trigger warning//
Day 45
I cried a lot today. I tried to have a shower. I haven't had one in - I don't actually know. I don't remember. Anyway, I tried to take a shower, but I collapsed inside and started crying. It was rather pitiful.