101 Letters [Brustoff]

Day 101

Do you see me? I'm sat at your grave. All the flowers have been taken away. It's only my red rose and the black box left. Soon, all these letters will be here too. They were for you, so I will leave them here.

I'm scared. I hope it's not painful. But, it would be better than whatever being here was.

I decided I will be in the bath when I go, just like you. They'll be less blood, I don't want to bleed. I don't want pain. I want to go where you went, because in this strange, delirious mind that is my own, this seemed to feel right.

Maybe I'll see you soon. Who knows. But for now, that's all. This is where I end.

Love,

Ben.