I always say that I'm fine, I'm okay.
No emotions, but sadness still do stay.
I always just can't seem to find a way
To escape the lies I needed to say.
No, I'm not fine. I'm not okay either.
Unfortunately, I have been better.
Now that I'm alone in this bad weather,
I suddenly miss those time that withered.
I used to be a kind, happy being.
I was never what you are now seeing.
But with that moment that was happening,
I have started a cold, new beginning.
Yes. I changed, but I'm still hurt and in pain.
I still cry, and only tears I do gain.
But these lies that I say, I can't contain.
I'm not okay, I'm dying in the rain.
