I'm standing on the ledge of this bridge, tears streaming down my cheeks, smile wide. I've never felt so existing before now. Looking down at the rushing of cars on the highway, the air of the night nipping at my cheeks, making the tears on my face cold. I didn't feel numb in this moment. No. No, I felt so many emotions, too many emotions. I was exhilarated, perturbed, unnerved, enthralled, there are countless emotions and I can't name them right now. I have to focus on the pavement before me. Despondency be gone. Jumped. Then I changed my mind.
