I guess there are times in life when we all feel hollow. It's as if we have lost all the reason in life.
That the light is gone and it's dark and you can't see. It's when you know that you have lost everything and all you want to do now is end it.Well, that's exactly how I feel right now. Losing your reasons. Let's say at one moment you have everything and you know that you can be successful and that everything is going to be alright. And then the next, you don't know what to do.
Its when you mentally and physically give up. You don't know or don't want to know
When you start asking yourself this, " why is life so fucked up? Why is it so unfair? "These thoughts clog your mind and then you think that how did this happen? Or did I let it happen? Then even those around you, when they try to explain or make you feel alright, you just don't. Cuz you know that this can't be mended and that it's broken and shattered like glass. It cannot be mended. You can't undo it.
When I was 7, and was drinking water from a glass, and I didn't feel like drinking from the normal steel glasses, so I took the ones from the dinner set my mom had recently bought. I took it and as I was drinking from it my mother came from behind me and calmly asked what I was doing. I got so scared that I dropped it and it shattered on the floor. My mom quickly took me away from it. Later when I told her that I will glue it back together, she laughed and said that it wasn't possible.
Even at that age, I understood that some things just can't be put back together again once they are broken.
That's how I know that what I am now, can't be mended back again. Guess that's how it is. When we go through tough paths in life. These are times no one likes to face. Ones you know can come but can't do anything about it.
I might not know much but I know one thing that I learned from life: no matter what, it goes on. And that a few things just can't be fixed. No matter how hard you try. You can't fix it
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