Fucked Over // Sasunaru

The Dark

Sasuke placed his Anbu outfit on, after he had mastered his new levels of sharingan he had become a leader of Anbu team. He was satisfied to say the least, he really enjoyed his missions, but there was one thing he loved more.

Naruto

God, they may have only been dating for a couple months now, but he loved it. The 'Welcome homes' he had received, the kiss on the cheek when he got home, the baths together, sitting on the couch watching tv while cuddling.

All of it he lived with passion, it's what he fought for, when he left for a mission, he promised he'd come back for Naruto, for his lover, for his family.

He looked in the mirror and smiled to himself, a figure popped up behind him, wrapping his thin arms around the Ravens waist. "You look sexy in that outfit, Sasuke~" he purred, his slick hands roaming the other boys well built body.

"Don't temp me" a suggestive tone filled in the Ravens voice, he grabbed Naruto's hands and twirled him around, before pushing him on the bed. "Because I want you right now" his hand found its way under the shirt, playing with his nipple, earning silky moans from the blond. They entered a heated kiss, the younger one inviting Sasuke's tongue to play And who was Sasuke to decline. Their tongues danced together, their bodies becoming hot, erections brushing against each other.

But no matter how much Sasuke wanted to fuck the shit out of Naruto, his sadist side won over as he broke the kiss, and stopped the grinding.

"I have to get to work" he whispered a smirk plastered on his perfect features, a hand fixing Naruto's ruffled shirt. He pecked Naruto's cheek muttering a soft goodbye and leaving the house. A shocked expression still stuck on Naruto's face, he looked down to see a certain thing indenting in his pants.

A small list of profanities escaped is lips as he was thinking of stupid Sasuke doing this to him.

. . . .

Sasuke was alone in the room thinking of the memories of the past, when did the love leave his body? When Did he break? When did he give up on everything, including his precious blond?

Oh yeah that's when

It was that day, his team of Anbu, they were like his children, maybe they were to young to be Anbu. The three thirteen year olds who Sasuke was in charge of. They were from Danzo's layer, so of course they were ranked as an Anbu status ninja. But who knew that would happen.

Sasuke remembers how strong they were, what type of creatures and powers they possessed. And maybe Sasuke shouldn't have built a close relationship with them, but he didn't regret that.

He regretted letting them get killed, letting a sly bastard like that kill those kids, those kids who had no home, no family, no nothing. Except Sasuke.

He regretted not killing him sooner, not letting one of the kids kill him as he wanted them to stay as innocent as possible. He regretted it all. Those were his children there lives stolen from them, no choice but to die, no choice but to stop breathing, no choice but to be buried in a coffin you shouldn't have been in. All for one mistake.

Sasuke won't forget that day he lost control, after seeing blood splattered on every tree, the white petals dripping Red, the clouds becoming black and grey. Nothing but red, the kids holding on the very last tip of their breath, reaching for the dark cloud, then the hand collapsing to the ground. There hope in the clouds turning black, white hair becoming brown with dirt

That was the day Sasuke snapped, he didn't want to see any of it, it scarred him, disgusted him, pained him, and made him give up on love, as someday it would be snatched from you.

He burned it all, he filled all the red with black instead, no red flame would burn this memory, but black would. Black fire would kill the forest covered with red.

That was the day he realized, everyone important to him will fall, be snatched from him and they would disappear forever.

That was the day he stopped loving Naruto, it wasn't Naruto honestly, it was him, all him. He still had love for the blond, he just couldn't anymore, he felt sick.

And after the sickness had gone away, numbness had replaced it, he felt emotionless and he simply didn't love the blond anymore, but he saw Naruto desperately cling to what they had, and little do you know Sasuke did the same.

He was a mixed soul, he would realize he wasn't good enough for the blond, he would realize how bad he was hurting him, how much pain he caused, and he would try to let go. But then it would hit him, he would never want to lose Naruto, he couldn't imagine him not even in some part of his life. So he trapped him, he didn't let go of Naruto, he made sure to let Naruto know that he needed him in his worthless life, to need love from the blond.

And the cycle continued

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IMPORTANT: I'm not trying to make Sasuke the bad guy here, this chapter here is to explain that Sasuke is having mental problems because he basically lost three of his children, saw them get killed, and etc. That is the reason of his cheating and his distance from Naruto, no I am not saying that is a valid reason to cheat, but you have to understand how Sasuke is feeling about it.

Also Naruto doesn't know that the kids passed away, Naruto was also very close to them, as he visited them and brought lunches they were basically there parents.

Sasuke feels guilt therefore he doesn't tell Naruto, afraid Naruto would blame him of there deaths.

Bah-bye

I'm out

Lmao