Fucked Over // Sasunaru

Pain

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He was sick of it, Naruto couldn't do this anymore, he was tired, hurt, and rather over all of it. He took the long way to Shikamaru's. He wanted some time to himself. He only carried a bag in the darkness of the night, filled with some of many necessities he needed if he were sleeping over Shika's. The soft wind blowing his blonde locks back, and helping keep his wet eyes not be so wet anymore. It was chilly but Naruto was numb for tonight, so it didn't bother him in the slightest.

He finally arrived, to Shikamaru's spacious house, the deja vu and all the memories of them being kids, Shika sneaking out as a kid to go see Naruto in his small apartment to spend the night with him, comfort the blond through all his pain, Shika always knew how to make him feel better, and Naruto always loved him for that. He walked up the grey cement steps and gave 3 quick knocks on the oak wood door, he knew it would take Nara quite some time to answer if he didn't state it was him at the door.

"Shikaaaa, its me!" He called out knocking a couple more times to prove his point

"Oh shit, okay, coming"
Shikamaru screamed back, holding back a yawn

A couple moments later the door was opened, a wet haired Shikamaru with barely any clothes on leaned against the black wall, his body had perfect contrast between the pitch black wallpaper and his soft pale skin that practically flowed. He looked down at my bag, then to my face giving me a concerned look before quickly walking away muttering a 'come in'. He left the door open and I slowly walked in closing the door and observing the changes since I've last been here, there weren't many. I then followed him to the room.

"I'm sorry, I don't mean to bother you" I whispered softly, head down, I felt guilty, I was burdening him with my presence, that much was known.

"Naruto, you know I don't mind, your always welcome here. Plus looking from your face this is a serious matter, not something petty" he smiled and placed his slim hand on top of my head, slowly messaging my scalp with his magical fingers. He allowed me to rest my head on his barely covered lap, but neither of us minded, all I knew was I needed his comforting.

"So what happened" he asked, concern not clear in his voice anymore and his hands doing wonders to my scalp

"I wanna leave Shika" Naruto answered, in a slight whiny tone, he was tired, drained, physically and emotionally, and for once he just wanted to leave.

"Leave Sasuke?" His eyebrow was up curios at what was going on between the two love birds, he had noticed some change of aura between them, but always thought it'd be to troublesome to get involved, especially because he's Naruto's ex.

"No, I wanna leave everything, I'm tired of this and yes Sasuke plays a big part of it, but it's so unfair to me" he explained, his shoulders tensed and he felt a familiar lump in his throat, but before his raw emotions got to him, Shikamaru's gifted hands began to massage his back, making him relax into his touch

"What is?" He asked again, obviously already knowing the answer

"Life Shika, you know exactly what I am talking about" Naruto blurted out

And he did, he's been there through Naruto's life, the abuse, the hate, the fear from the villagers, the expectations, the hard work. Everything and now the one thing that made him truly happy was breaking his heart, breaking his spirit, breaking Naruto.

"What did Sasuke do now?" He was curious of what would hurt the blond this bad where he'd have to stay with Shika. He's hurt Naruto before in the past, but it was never this severe.

"It's what Sasuke has been doing for awhile, if you haven't noticed by now, which I doubt you haven't because of how smart you are, Sasuke is a sly cheating bastard" Naruto stated almost in distaste, as if he were disgusted by a molded food, or a dirty public restroom.

Shika just nodded, letting Naruto vent as his warm hands continued to run through Naruto's hair. He vented, told him all the problems he had being with Sasuke, and told him that he simply couldn't leave him because the bastard really needed him. It was a mess, he was no doubt being fucked over.

"So what are you gonna do?" The brunette asked hands running circles on his scalp, tone seemingly a bit more interested than usual.

"Well.. I may have come up with a crazy plan, but I need your help especially to actually pull it off" Naruto explained fist high in the air with excitement, but the brunette just sighed rolling his eyes.

"Tell me what it is and I'll think about it" he reasoned, attempting to not get involved with something possibly dangerous or stupid

"Nope you have to agree to help me before I tell you" he smiled looking up at Shikamaru with puppy eyes, the most blinding grin on his face, Shikamaru was to lazy to refuse so he reluctantly agreed, a small smirk on his face as he knew Naruto would come up with a stupid plan that would unexpectedly work.

Naruto's grin grew bigger before he shot up "Really" he asked, excitement lit up in his eyes. Shikamaru nodded his head up and down confirming Naruto's doubt. The blond kissed his cheek, and a small blush covered his face but he quickly repressed it. He still had feelings for the blond but he knew better, they could never work out together, no matter how many possibilities there seemed to be.

"Okay so the plan is"

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"Are you sure this will work Naruto?" He wasn't doubtful of the plan, it just seemed like a lot of work, and all of his friends had big mouths so who could he trust to join them? There were many factors to consider, what if they found out? How could he cover his ass? Plus who would keep there mouth closed and be good at hiding their true feelings?

This is troublesome

"I am sure" he spoke, no doubt in his silky voice, he was confident, and that had slightly made Shikamaru more confident, still a lot of work though. But since it was for Naruto and his happiness then he'll go through with it. He still loved him after all, and staying here at the village seeing Sasuke would only make Naruto be stuck in misery for the rest of his life.

Shikamaru once considered joining Naruto, but he was to valuable for the villages safety, alliances, missions, plans, and his friends and family. It seemed that he could never go, even if he truly did want too.

"Well I guess I'm now stuck in this so, let's get started" he sighed, this was gonna be a long couple weeks

Heya I updated ; )