Naomi lifted her head from Jamin's chest and moved to straddle him, not breaking the kiss. She gripped his jumper and pulled him even closer to her, probably smudging her lipstick. Naomi didn't seem to care. She just really liked Jamin. She was used to getting her way and this would not be her first time to not win a mans heart. Meanwhile Jamin was having a mini debate in his head, deciding not to break the kiss until he had finished. He didn't know his feelings towards Naomi. Sure, he found her attractive and she was nice, but did they have a connection? He didn't feel the same way as he did with Thorgy. But Jamin needed this. He knew how popular that group was and if he rejected Naomi he could lose them all. He didn't want a repeat of his old school and he was so close to having more than one friend. Since he left he hadn't had a single message from Dax, showing how much of a true friend he was. Naomi started to grind down onto Jamin and that's when he decided enough was enough. He shoved her off his lap and jumped up, groaning at his headache. Naomi sat clueless on the bed, lipstick all over the place and lash wonky.
"What? Did I do something wrong?"
Jamin shook his head and kept his eyes on everything but her.
"No, it's just... I've known you for only like 24 hours. I don't mind kissing you and all but..." He trailed off, fiddling with his sleeves.
Jamin was too much of a virgin to even have Naomi just grind on him. Yes, he had slept with someone before, but that was when he was drunk and Daddy came out. He didn't want to lose his purity that way but he just excepted the fact that it was going to go sooner or later. Naomi hoisted herself up and walked over to Jamin, wrapping her arms around him.
"Hey, whatever. It's okay. As long and I can still kiss you."
She grinned, Jamin nervously laughing. Naomi pretended to be okay, but on the inside she was pissed. She slowly backed him into the wall and kissed him again. She swore she was going to get him, even if he didn't want her.Jamin shivered at the cold air. The weather had changed drastically since yesterday and even that giant jumper wasn't warm enough. After leaving the house he had
noticed serval hickeys covering around his clavicle area. Jamin had never received anything like that before except from when he was fucked up, so he didn't exactly know what Naomi was doing at the time. It was moments like these that made Jamin think about how 'bad ass' he actually was. He got out his keys from his bag and unlocked his door, stepping inside.
"Jamin Ruhren! Where have you been?" His mom said, coming out from the kitchen and waving a spatula around.
"I was at a friends mom, I texted you about it." Jamin shrugged, propping his skateboard against a wall and untying his shoelaces. She rolled her eyes and went back into the kitchen.
"The only reason I let you stay was because you need to make friends. I want to meet these kids at some point though."
Jamin shrugged and made his way upstairs. He hopped into his bed, laying flat on his back and staring at the ceiling. He was never used to having proper friends and relationship problems, so this whole mess was new to him. After about 5 minutes of blank mind, Jamin decided to check his phone. His Instagram seemed to have a pile of notifications, unusual for someone like him. His head ached at the bright screen and the nail marks on his back stung, but nothing can stop Jamin and social media.The first thing he noticed was his profile picture had changed. It was now a picture of him and Thorgy, both grinning lazily. Jamin was used to having some shit on his accounts after he had been drunk and it had gotten him into a whole load of trouble, but for some reason, he didn't want to change this picture. He scrolled down and deleted all the blurry pictures of Legs, Sang-Young with a bad chin angles and Thorgy screaming (but maybe he saved those just in case). Jamin clicked on all of his friends accounts just in case there was a photo of him and noticed he had commented on a few pictures. Some of his personal favourites were 'haha ur picking ur nose rn' and 'pass me the drink sweaty'. Jamin pondered on what to do when suddenly a notification saying Naomi had tagged him in a photo popped up.
@Naomismalls: in love with this complete BINCH 💋💕
Jamin was fucking terrified to say the least. He was bullied out of his last school for being gay and then Naomi goes and low-key fucking outs him again. Not to mention he was making a stupid face in the picture. He took a deep breath and decided to post a picture too, tagging her in it.
@jaminramen: ???????leave me alone ugly
Jamin noticed how people were following him, due to Naomi having quite a popular account. He shrugged it off and rubbed his face, taking it all in. It's gonna be a fuckwad of a day on Monday.
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Are you a muse(d)? ; thorcid
FanfictionJamin's a bit of an art nerd. Thorgy's just a nerd in general.