Reasons To Love Him

Six Months

Six Months!

That's how long I've been on my own, paid my own bills, worked 5 days out the week and took some online college courses!

I have worked out the issues with Kyle. But those issues have healed like a deep wound. There's an ugly scar left behind! I love my brother, I really do but I can't trust him like I once did again.

Also, for these six months I have felt scared and a little paranoid. I was basically kidnapped and now I've been taking a couple self-defense classes to help me feel more in control!

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It was a long week and if the cup of tequila my co-workers provided at the bar down the road from work is any indication... We needed the hard stuff to unwind. I was a little past my limit by now and I knew driving was out of the question. Besides I'm still under the drinking age and being caught drinking and driving would be horrific! I was stumbling out of the bar after having to assure everyone I was fine and getting a cab home was for the best. But if only I was that lucky.

I was so drunk I didnt realize I subconsciously took the short cut through the ally home until it was too late.

"Shit!" I cursed out loudly, standing in the middle of the ally! It was dark out and I didn't know if I should turn back and go they way I came. As I turned around to go back a huge guy stepped in my trail!

How I didn't hear this freakishly large giant was beyond me.

"What you doing in this dark alley young pretty!" the guy slurred while walking closer to me. I slowly backed away ready to run but he predicted my mind and latched on to me tightly! "Nah uh uh. You're not going anywhere young pretty! Stay here and help me with my needs!" he once again slurred while grinding his lower half into me.

"Let me go you fucking animal!" I screamed. I was caged in his arms and powerless to his weight alone! I was scared and crying and struggling against his body.

"Shut up!" He screamed. "I would tell you to be still but the squirming is getting me excited!" he laughed slowly grinding himself against my stomach. I froze immediately and he laughed more.

"Just please let me go!" I cried when he began to rip open my blouse. The buttons flying everywhere made me realize how real this truly was and I began to scream at the top of my lungs. He slapped me and I stumbled back as he reached out and grabbed my throat slamming me into a near by wall! "Be quiet!" he threatened while tightening his grip around my throat.

Silent tears rolled down my face when suddenly a loud noise went off and the guy fell onto me then the ground! I looked down at him and then at two people in front of me. One holding a gun the other kicked the guy and walked towards me. Thats when I realized the blood that covered me and the dead body at my feet.

"Come on!" A familiar voice said. I barely could place a face to the voice before I blacked out.